Friday, 30 November 2007
Dear addiction,

i dont know this feeling.
my flesh is weak.
and yea, i cant deny it any further.
im yielding to my own emotions...






"Somebody wants you
somebody needs you
somebody dreams about you every single night

Somebody can't breathe without you it's lonely
somebody hopes that one day you will see

That somebody's me
that somebody's me
yea "

enrique iglesias- somebody's me


xoxo Till we meet again, my love 2:30 am
And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive



xoxo Till we meet again, my love 2:26 am Monday, 26 November 2007
Dear addiction,

chat with matt online.
goshh. been a long time.
startin to miss him!
and miss kena suan ahhs.
im still not used to not seeing him for more than a week lehhs.

aheem. tmr class chalet!
dont feel like going lehhs.
tired.
i wanna swim!
but no costume..

okayys,
ytd dint do anything.
the only time i went out was to meet darius.

today,
went over alex's house.
do up the acc and watched tv.
watched the noose~
hhahas.
still rmb adriana wow.
"handcuffs? oh i have one at home"
goshh. kinky.
i wanna get a handcuff next time too.
=x

2 days ago,
went to suntec with cindy.
job interview.
was late.
so cabbed down. feel guilty.20 bucks lehs, and i dint fork out the amount.
sorry babe =(
then aft that she ps me.
went LJS.
then alex go work.
and i met up with my edwin daddy~
went over to ngee ann poly red camp.
teehee. long time nv see my daddy lehhs.
joyce MIA.
clarence somewhr in taiwan...
so just me, drunkard guy, albert..yea thats abt all.
and went there, saw madeleine, kaisi, wei fang, chin xiang, kawei, jun hao, andy , jason....
and alot alot more lehhs. alot of hua yians.
like the only reason i went thr was to party thats all.
yup. t'was fun alrights(:


no fluids allowed.
spot check nehhs.
went in thr and t'was like a party.
too bad i missed out on LSB.
screamings.
no mosh pits though.
performances.

there was paul two hill.
he sang songs by OASIS wors.
first time i suported paul.
cause he sang wonderwall..how can i not scream?!


fell in love at first sight with the lead singer of west grand boulevard.
second sight in fact.
saw them performed at LSB last year.
he was so hawt.LIKE REALLY HOT.


then after all the performances was the dancing part.
yea baby, break the dance floor!
dance all night till the early morn~
not really luhhs.
just danced till 11.
jason lai was super high wors.
he danced non stop
so much that i cant get a still picture of him!!


the whole place was dark..
seems like disco.
somehow forgot that that was a school building......


the dj struting his stuff.


so yea, edwin and i attempted to take picture.
then this kind guy came along and helped us take 2 shots.
turned out uglier...somehow. haha


so we were dancing like so shiok uh.
alot of break dancers.
then another guy suddenly pulled me by the arm and ask me join in with him.
lol. i turned down.
then edwin wanna join.
so join lo.
hah. he thot edwin was my bf?! LOL.
i was like nonono. he's my daddy! hah!
lost sight of our friends.
so made friends with that guy's friends.
trust me, of all of them, i only know his name was david thats all.
he danced quite well!
2nd timer only.
i was like wow.

so we parted ways.
found mad and kaisi.
jason lai had disappeared.
danced his way through.
found him though.

was freakin tired when i reach home.
was super high..
even tho thr's no alcohol.
and yea, i opened my closet, my dad gave me a pleasant surprise!
i found RAIN'S poster!!!

so i was screaming at home...!

overall, for the past 3 days, IRA has been a very jubilant GIRL.
she had a damn good time.
misses her bestie a lil tho.


aza aza fighting!
get a job and get more money!

xoxo Till we meet again, my love 12:08 am Friday, 23 November 2007
oh yah.
ytd i turned on the tv at 6am
and whats the first thing i hear?
CHRISTIANO RONALDO!

t'was portugal vs finland.
so i was like squealing whenever ronaldo almost scored.
sadly the score was 0-0
he's still the man~

MAZNI, keep ur promise eh.
2010.
we go africa.
world cup.
i support PORTUGAL- c.ronaldo.
u support ur torres(((:
i feel so guilty im not supporting italia this year.
last year i supported them all the way till they actually won.
lol. should've placed bets.
nvm, this year im pinning hopes on portugal..
yeahh~! christiano ronaldo!!!


then aft that we go see lions and elephants(((: Till we meet again, my love 4:36 am
Dear addiction,

today was just a day. nothing special(:

slept at 6am and woke up at 4pm..
now y'all know why i dont want factory job? lols.
ate pasta for breakfunch.

i guess mummy cook it her way, created her own recipe or smth.
tastes nice though(:
its got brocolli, mushrooms and squids.
i know its weird combi. but i love em.
so its okae if u put them together(((:

went vivo to get new ear rings.
cos the one i got ytd was spoilt.
and got another pair. its 9.90. caught my eye.

tehee. the earings i got from bdazzle costed 21.80.
still feel guilty about it.
must earn money!
ganbarou!


bought and ate 3 donuts(:
t'was fab.
but still preferred the ones at suntec(:
that was superb...!

but yea, the donuts i ate frm vivo wasnt that bad((((:
loved the topping for the raspberry ones though.
PRETTY!

i wanna eat cakes~
those types like blackforest or cheesecake....
but cant find any suitable ones that entice me.
so mummy had to buy the donuts to shut me up.

ahaha. but it somehow fell apart halfway through my munching.

and yes, i bought more nail polishh~

cant resist.
the prerogative of being a female!

so yeah, spent almost half an hour painting and repainting my nails.

and omg.
i read the newpp today.
woman loses sight after drinking too much water.
that woman fainted and regained consciousness only few days later.
and she woke up blind.
...all because she actually drank 7litres of water of water for couple of months.
water intoxification or smth...not sure.
i was like- WHAT?!
there's such thing?
it claimed that "the brain cells swelled up due to the uptake of water and this causes the increased pressure n the brain" and its called hyponatremia.
this led to the bleeding of her occipital nerve, causing her to be blind.
so biology...chim.
im scared to drink water. paranoid.

its now 4 am..
time flies huh?
supposed to wake up early and meet cindy at 2pm.
goshh.

MAYA
xoxo Till we meet again, my love 3:44 am
created a new word today : momuton.

and came up with this highly sophisticated sentence: " word is a word itself"

amazingly, thats how blank my mind is at the moment. ya know, when you think too much, at times its just good to let ur mind free and roam around.....hakuna matata. Till we meet again, my love 1:21 am Thursday, 22 November 2007
hmmm..
i searched koike teppei over at youtube.
listed.
then searched lee joon ki.
haah. loves them.
but then hor, i jumped over to search about rain.
oh my god.
my bi is still the hottest.
and talented(((:
love him so~
the othr day, was sleeping at my granny house,
then i heard rain's voice on tv - clear advertisement.
lol. i leaped from the sofa and ran to the tv.
tink i shocked my gradma and aunt.
my granny was like - whats wrong with her? she was sleeping sosoundly and suddenly jumped up till the stuff on the table all dropped...
i was lik- oh my god. did i really do that??
i wanna marry jung ji hoon((:

ohh yah.
the other day.
someone asked me,
since u're so crazy over rain, would u like ur boyfriend to be just like him?
heh, i gave a smile.
if i can, i would wanna marry jung ji hoon(: no doubt.
but at the moment, if i'd had a lover, i wouldnt want him to be or try to be like rain.
i'll love him the way he is.
and i'll love rain the way he is(oh my gosh like so unfaithful like that hor??!)
yea. i dont wanna have rain wannabes everywhr around me.
teehee. neither do i want my bf to resemble rain in any way except for one- the attitude of sincerity and being loyal.


bi, sarang hae(:

hah, i listen to se7en for 7 times but i've listen to rain for 700 times((: Till we meet again, my love 4:52 am
ah, went to vivo and sentosa with joyce, edwin and clarence today.
my dear joyce treated us to sakae sushi at siloso.
so millions of thanks to her for that awesome dinnunch.
arigatou !
loved that chicken katsu don!
didnt bring my cam(soaking up humidity in my closet)
so took pic in joyce's cam instead.
so dont tink will upload the pic so soon,
chotto matte ne?! it will take some time(=

and yea, best bloop of the day was when clarence spilled the warm green tea all over the table.
today was a green tea day i supposE?
alex drank green tea too, met him.
then he drink until the whole mouth so full, haha, i poke his cheek and all the green tea spilled out.
yea. lotsa green tea spilled today.
i drank like a total of 5 glasses of warm green tea and about 3 sips of cold ones.

im attempting to shop online right now...
but not many of the online shops seems to entice me tonight.
not sure why.
im sick of seeing like really branded goods like RL and stuff like that
and at the bottom , they indicate "non authentic"
ohh great, i dont support non authentic clothes.
like i dont mind forking out the cash, just make sure its real.
so yea, my search is pretty much pointless tonight.
i want another cardigan.
but just cant seem to find the right one.
shoulda chat with mario instead of doin this disapointing search.

okae. my brother is scaring me.
he was playing final fantasy.
and the next split second i hear snoring.
like so fast?
and the game isnt on the pause mode......................

hurhurr.
really upset when i got home.
reached home around one.
and realised that the earring i bought was spoilt.
the hook was spoilt!!!
i opened it and it snapped right away.
wasnt my fault lo.
it just snapped.
i didnt even apply that much force, negligible amount in fact.
pretty fucked up huh?
so im gonna make a quick beeline to harbour front tmr
not gonna waste my six bucks just like that, nuh uh.
she dont wan get me a new one, im gonna make a big hooha.
yea, i need someone to scream at.

okays, i just closed all the online shops windows.
such utter disappointment.
so im
listening to leah dizon((=
saw on youtube the other day " erika sawjiri is alot better that leah"
no way man.
if i were to judge then i think leah will beat her hands down(((:
wanted to look out for leah's album eternity or smth..
but cant find lo.
only have koda kumi. I DONT WANT!
whats wrong with the cd shops here?
they dont even sell lee hyo ri's album.
i want that anystar single...



I WANNA EAT CREPE AND ICE CREAM and strawberries....! Till we meet again, my love 3:36 am Sunday, 18 November 2007
I'll be the water when you get thirsty, baby
When you get drunk, I'll be the wine


Words can't say what love can do Till we meet again, my love 2:58 pm
i woke up alone alone again today!
i wanna get married.
haha.

okayys my brother, Mr Bartender,
has been checking out how i bitch about on my blog(((:
so yea, just to say "hi, abang!" (=

clarence lee just called me out.
aww man. i wanted to take my phensedyl and stone.
i wanna stoning my way to sleep(=
its shiok.
and cures my cough(((:

so before i sleep i decided to take some pics.


flower!! yea right, thats where u stuff bullets in.



cool huh? BATMAN~ hahahas.



i feel so great.
iwaoke up alone but i feel great.
to think that i've spent hundreds.
splurging feels great.
especially when u splurge ur own. and not mummy's.
spending mumsy's money makes me guilty!


rewarded myself(((:
and to think that the amount of money i have inside is much lesser than the wallet itself((:
i love things in boxes!!!!!!
and they wrapped the wallet in a box with the shiny brand printed on the top(:
such a cutesy!!

spree yesterday.
bought a wallet, handbag and sunglasses.
to think that i complained to mumsy "there's nothing that catches my eye"
the next moment, im at the cashier.
i'll devote a fraction of my first paycheck to my mummy((=
thats a promise, which i didnt tell her.
i plan to share my money with my brother's and get her some diamonds~
bling bling. teehee.

i like the way my necklace was wrapped -in a small lil red box.

diamonds worth the bucks((=
so i wanna buy one for my mumsy((:
I NEED A JOB!

I MISSED LIME SONIC BANG YESTERDAY BECAUSE OF MY FUCKING COUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and i was at vivo. such close proximity....
i miss that white guy. i miss Saw Loser. i MISS SAM!
and i missed Futon.
i missed out on the hot guys!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate being sick. its sickening!!
and i gotta wait till next year.... =(

so i went shopping to ease the pain(((:

little miss spoilt brat ran loose at mall. Till we meet again, my love 2:28 pm
so first up, i'd like to bitch about a fast food outlet! yay!
it is not Mac Donalds.
although im not happy about the $3(previously $2) delivery charge, yea, the one im about to bitch about is not mac donalds. there's lotsa fast food outlets, so make a guess.
basically, the nuggets used to be tender.....
but yesterday it was crappish.
dry....dry.....DRIED
quality was bad.
but i dont live quite near the place, so i had to brood about it.

to think that the quality dropped so much??!
okay, this happened long ago - but im gonna bitch about it as well :
i used to go to the same fastfood outlet.
and i ate half the burger.
and found a strand of hair.
like im sure that wasnt part of the recipe.
so i went up to the manager and asked for a change.
he did. gave me a new burger.
but he claimed "she ate half of it already"
i happened to be in a hyper good mood. so i forgo tyrant behaviour.
i smiled. and left. with my new burger of course.
i dont need his fucking apology.
I WASNT SATISFIED WITH THE SERVICE & QUALITY.
my brother works in a F&B line; i know the rules.
RULE #1 : CUSTOMERS ARE ALWAYS RIGHT.
get that?
i ate at the same ff outlet in KL.
trust me, their chicken was heavenly and fresh, so was their nuggets and whipped potatoes.
I ate hotel food, but at the end of the day, i still retreat back to that fast food outlet, just couldnt get enough of it. that was 2-3 months ago.
and their staff was alot more friendly.
be it towards locals or foreigners.


so whats up with the service and quality here?
pucker up yea? and kiss ur customers goodbye.


oooh.i love bitching about. feels good. Till we meet again, my love 2:04 pm Friday, 16 November 2007
omg. i love Leah Dizon.
i should go look for her album.
she's so pretty and talented!
love her songs!!!!
i keep listening to softly, everything anything, L.O.V.E u!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nJXZquCYiOA&NR=1
nice songs(: Till we meet again, my love 12:56 pm
couldnt sleep last night.
cos of the CHRONIC coughing.

anyways, went to school today.
took cab there.
and walked home.
not bad, an hour's journey.
took a detour over at Jurong Lake Park.
sat by the lake.
just dont feel like going home thats all.

then slowly thoughts filled my mind.

what does life has in store for me?
whats up in the next chapter of my life?
unpreictable.
all that i can do is look back.
i'll remember my days in hua yi alright.

Then again, being in hua yi,
to be frank, i never had a sense of belonging.
i will never say that i fit into hua yi.
but i do learn to cherish ties amongst friends.
i realised the importance of friendship.

i still remember. practically everything?
i stepped into the school with alex.
he's the only person i know and depend on.
then i remember my first harsh word to clarence "no" and how we eventually turned out to be bestfriends forever.
and i remember those laughters i had in class while i was in sec 1
i remembered how me and alina cheated for geography test
and me and cindy cheated for home econs test(=
and yeah, i remembered, how i first met edwin..
and i remembered how i first talked to joyce -she asked me out for ice skating.
i remember how me and ronald had mini catfights in school everyday in sec 3 and 4 and how i helped him out for english and he helped me for my maths(=
and how yan jie and i used to laugh like lunatics one minute and become emo the next.
i remembered when i went up on stage. gosh. thats embarrassing.
i remember how i used to sit in class and gossip with cindy once in a while.
and i remember the look that qian and charmaine gave me when i said that i went to changi airport to meet rain! haha!
the look of reuben's eyes that he give teachers whenever he forgets to bring homework!
i remember almost every moment spent with everyone!
im not sure why, but maybe when you enjoy your time and cherishe the people, you'll naturally remember???

and of course
i'll remember the stairs which i slipped and fall from,
those detention days for being late multiple times,
how me and clarence pushed each other off the chairs.
the pond which steven fell into =x
the secluded staircases which i used to sneak out of class and spend quality time with someone without anyone noticing that i was gone.

i wont forget being in the boy's toilet, many times in fact.
i wont forget my trips to the principal's office. quite thrilling((=

those camps which i went to...
field trips. oh and the trip to yakult factory, which billy and i insisted that we needed straws to drink yakult.
getting drunk with vodavoda during chalet.
and those exciting flying fox experience, which i begged the instructor to let me go on another time but he didnt let me. lol.

and im thankful that i have caring teachers around me who always showed concern and is always supporting me and giving me encouragements. i wont forget that.

setting aside cheeky moments,
i think there's also alot of bitter memores that i had.
while i made friends, i made foes too.
unpleasant things do happen.
alot of bitchiness.
im the sort who'll forgive.
but i wont forget.
but im thankful though, these are what that makes me stronger.
so i guess its like a blessing in disguise?

i wont say that im a good girl, neither am i a bad one.
being late for school and punished to run the field, being yelled at for wearing low socks, questioned for dying my hair, forced to pluck out my multiple earrings,did silly things which caused me to land in trouble in the principal's office(i still dont think i was wrong for most of it), how i plucked my courage and asked for my ezlink card back after it being confiscated by the dm for not tucking in my shirt, reprimanded again and again to not fold my skirt.............
these are the little things which make me look back and grin.
pretty funny actually.
dont know why i did `em...its not intentional!
of cos i wont want the juniors to all be doing these....
but at least i can look back and giggle "been there, done that"

there was of course,
a time in sec3 which i cried and begged my mum to transfer me out to another school because alex left school and clarence was always having petty fights with me in school.
but then agian, i never did regret going to hua yi. guess these are the things that made you stronger and makes u treasure moments more. it makes friendships stronger i suppose.

goodbyes are inevitable.
i remember when i asked joyce whether we'll still be the same after we leave hua yi and she claimed ,"people change, friends change".
setting aside all that, i'll always remember what clarence told me before.
friends are like pieces of puzzle.
im glad that i have a handful of puzzle pieces to complete a portion of my life's chapter.
and i think its alright when people forget me.
at least i can tell myself that once along my life's journey, i've shared happy moments with them, or at least, they've made me happy. and thats what makes me enjoy my days in hyss.
and i'll anticipate to know what the future holds Till we meet again, my love 11:00 am
cindy say i pevert. LOLOLOL
im not lohhs.
i merely claimed that i wanted to iron the handsome guy's shirt.
he really good looking loh.
caught my eye the moment i got on the train
he didnt iron his shirt!
so i wanted to iron it for him mahs.
so can see his muscles =x
and he got piercing on his left ear. how hot can that be?!

nevermind lahhs.
maybe next time we go find him together okayys?
then can iron his shirt together =x

random thought:
I WANNA GO TO LIMESONIC BANG!!!


turn off computer now! 4am! time to watch friends!!! Till we meet again, my love 4:01 am
hahahs.
my chronic coughing is getting from bad to worse.
totally made me sooo sick.
kept coughing the whole day until alex woke up =x


omg. i just saw how freaked out utada hikaru was when she saw Leah Dizon
hey that dizon babe's really hot and talented

okayy. so im gonna blog about prom!

prom night was pretty alright...
yea.

wore a dress.
like how rare can that be?

my voice was like so manly. hahahs
manly girl wearing a dress.


okayy so i took a picture with the flying Dutchman.
i really do not know what his real name is.
trust me, i listen to class 95 only before i sleep.
so i rarely hear him on air.


then somehow i spotted my Mr Ong across the crowded room
so take picture la(=


Ms Goh and me
and this is the teacher who taught me how to read contour lines.
but still, even up till now i have no idea what's the definition of contour lines(=


and here's my Biology teacher(=


i like Mr Lee very much(=
he remembers my name. haha(:


ohh Mr Ngian! he taught me D&T.
still remember how he used to say that i was super vain.
cos i kept looking into the mirror during his class. haha!


so took a few pictures with my peeps. ((=
loves loads!
i think thats one of the most important purpose of functions?

group photo~


me and charmaine. we were like super sian. cos wanted to get in and sit down, but forced to stay outside first? lols.


took picture with ronald(=


with my class treasurer, Hui Fang. she demands money from me every now and then , and im always so reluctant to give(((= i'll miss those days!!!


Alina and me.


Qian and me.


yea. i cropped the picture and stick em together. nah kidding. (((=


me and huanhuan(=


me and shu yee((:


so took picture with alif.


and ronald took with edwin


bloopers of the day

hahahahahs. my bestie made a mistake by bursting out laughing when im holding the camera.
booya! its on the net now!!
maybe i should enlarge it on next post =))) nah im not so bad. im just very very bad. ((:

the corrected version.


daddy daughter!!!!
oh my god. and can u believe that i was wearing heels................


okayy, me and my dear hui xian(:
dunno why i look extra jubilant.hahahs.


royston appeared amongst the crowd so took photos too


and yea, saw azmeer too ((:


i have to take photo with my student councillor president! STEVEN!!!(((:


and of course, hongjie(=


yan jie!! we laughed together and emo together in class!!!


AIK SONG!! my kingdom hearts buddy(((:
he's the best at it(((=


took picture with charmaine again at the end of the night(=


attempted to take picture with billy.
didnt turn out nice. hahas


so took another one(=
bigbig smiles.


took picture with prom king(=
Reuben(((:


oh and ryan yeo/zhixian(((((:


my picture with my bestfriend dint turn out very nice lah.hahas


yea and by end of the day, we go home with aching feet and fond memories.
i stop to think, how many of them will actually remember me...
because i know that i wont forget them...not that easily. Till we meet again, my love 2:58 am