Saturday, 29 December 2007
Dear Addiction,

MY CURRENT ADDICTIONS/MUSTHAVES:
1) HACKS purple
2) REDBULL
3) MONEY

im sick.LOVESICK over money.
hurrhurrr.
i want money. i neeeeeed money. im head over heels for money.
i spent $400 in 2 days.
and my daddy has yet to know.
i dont think its necessary for him to find out?
he made noise when i bought my guess purse.
he will make noise if he finds out i've been to armani exchange.
and yea, he will make noise when i step into giorgio.
he will make more more noise if he knows im eyeing more ralph lauren...
daddy's baby girl has grown up(:
TEEHEE.



and my next mustHAVE- MOMENTS
autobiography of CRISTIANO RONALDO.

my dear BARTENDER, whom i rarely have the chance to speak to, due to the constraint of time, you care to chip in cash for your pathetic yet sweet lil sister to buy her idol's book? PLLLEEEAAASE. i'll let you read it once in a while..promise!
*public pleas
TREAT IT AS A SUPER BELATED XMAS GIFT.
I WILL LOVE YOU MORE, DONT WORRY.


step aside, gerrard, kaka, becks, lampard,
(torres can stay)

MOMENTS will be my target item to get.
and...i always get what i want(:



GONE DUTCH.
current cash-26bucks
*gulps*

sellin' PINKK billabong bag. let me know if anyone wanna buy.
excellent condition.
worn only twice or so..



xoxo Till we meet again, my love 2:28 am
Dear Addiction,

went LAKESIDE yesterday.
and i saw this guy.
He caught my eye, somehow.
talked to him.
his smile was captivating...
i knew him.
for many years back.
i even went ecp with him before?!
but i never did notice him..
it was, until last night did he finally caught my eye.
and i cant erase his smile.
but i dont want anything.
its just that im amazed that such
amazing person exists and is so near. haha.

that passing stranger.




i realise that as many days passed, i got to know
many people. many people whom got to know me.....

amazing, beautiful, hot, caring, kind people.

and i admire many people around me.
i like to admire beauty, i appreciate God's creations of mankind.
i mingle alot.
i talk and smile to strangers.

but at the end of the day, when nightime falls,
there's only one person that remains deep inside my heart..
he might not be the most amazing guy, quite sexyy, but not sexiest,
not quite perfect, pretty mean and sickening at times,
but still somehow it is him, who has my heart.
and this, i dont regret.

i dont care what comes by.
come what may, whatever tomorrow brings,
i'll embrace wholeheartedly.

"So here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what"
-ASLYN


xoxo
thats when i love u Till we meet again, my love 1:41 am Wednesday, 26 December 2007
Dear Addiction,

enough with the MERRY XMAS already..
Its past 1am already.

christmas was alright..
bought some prezzies.
went to town 2days before xmas with edwin to get xmas gifts for joyce and clarence..
had candle light dinner at the SHIP restaurant.
ate medium well steak.
it was fab!
Black mushroom steak..

the bill came- 53 bucks.
its like...no turning back right?
food's already in my tummy.
haha.
but it was nice though. worth it..(((=

bought presents for my dear joyce, clarence and edwin.
wrapped it up..
joyce's one was extra special..cos i had to spent extra buying the ribbons and wrapped up nicely..
think she'd like it cos the bear bear was holding a star! (=

bought for clarence the magic 8 ball HSM special.
i was reluctant to get it.
so i asked "will clarence like this gift? "
it replied = outcome seems good.
so paid for it.

bought for my mummy a $139 watch.
she really liked it(=
it made me feel so i dont know....
so happy to be her daughter the moment i saw her expression? LOL.

and yea, went to A|X (armani exchange) to get MYSELF a present. PRESENTS. LOL.
got a bracelet and a necklace.
and yes, it does make my heart ache when the money was taken out from my purse...

and yes, yesterday, xmas eve,
went countdown.
got foamed..ALOT more than i got last year.

oh, saw that BITCH who kept changing her fucking name..
so i dont know what to call her but BITCH.
stare at me.AGAIN.
sleazy.
i just stared back and rolled my eyes at her.
she needs to get a life seriously.
im out of hy alr and still see her rotting face..
omg, just hope that she'd atay out of my sight, i dont wanna have anything to do with her. make this clear.
EVERYONE ALREADY KNOWS THAT I DONT WANNA HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH HER, BUT SHE STILLLLL KEPT STARING. what d'ya want from me?
i dont even know you..



cant believe im suppose to head for school tmr.
which is about 7hrs time?
830 am.
suckky.

im tired!
im lazy!
im hungry!

give me a break can.
i wanna sleep the entire day.
when i dont have to think about money, about time,
about school, about work,
i wanna go back to the days when i can just snuggle up in bed.
mine or his.
i dont care, as long as its comfy and warm.
nowadays i cant even feel my pillow...

i miss those carefree days..
those lovely days.
i miss not caring about whats gonna happen next.

now im leading a super monotonous life.
and im upset.
i thought it'd help.
but it certainly didnt.

Dear santa, can u give me happiness?
please? Till we meet again, my love 1:19 am Saturday, 22 December 2007
Dear Addiction,

i've been a dead blogger havent i?
many things happened lately.
but i just dont know where to start.

many days back,
me, clarence, joyce, edwin,
went to east coast for camping.
with tent and bbq pits and stuff..

couple of days ago,
went to queensway to alter my jeans.
only got that ck and skinny altered.
my giorgio armani has to stay in my closet for longer time.
i was reluctant to get it done.
that tailor gave me many doubts.
no way im gonna take the risk.
bought a kappa tee.
states there " robe di kappa"
i didnt wanna buy ITALIA.
as i figured that i'll be supportin PORTUGAL for 2010.
and i saw that assumption english guy. he works there. LOL.
then went ikea to buy candles, mug and the candle holder? and a dishwashing brush.
like totally random huh?

and few days back,
a guy just came into the shop.
did some magic tricks which really amazed me.
he made the card disappear sia!
and my brother brought me home lotsa bodyshop goodies(:
really loved them, lipsticks, lip balm,eyeshadow,bath foam etc etc. many many!
that reminds me, i misplaced my foundation.
so today went to work with a naked face, first time in many years, i was makeup-less

and yesterday,
i squashed a lizard accidentally.
dont worry. it got away safe. but not sound.
it left its tail on the cabinet and left me screaming at my most highest pitch.
fucking tail was fucking HUGE.
it was jumping, body-less, bloody.
i saw its effing bones and blood and flesh and stuff.
i'll keep a lookout for a tail-less lizard..

im listening to the usual song that i listen to everyday.
im not feeling well.
im having a headache and fever.


all i want for christmas is for you to spend that day with me,
for an hour or a minute, just spend that moment with me.
...under a mistletoe.



xoxo Till we meet again, my love 1:24 am Saturday, 15 December 2007
i feel empty.
its like im running.
but i dont know where to.

and i feel lonely.
its like im chasing after something,
so much so that im forgetting love.

i forgot how it feels like, being in love.
i've forgotten how to embrace that feeling.
like there's an omission of the term "affection".

so whats my stance?
money or romance?

my wallet is filling up,
but my heart is feeling down.
and time isn't ever gonna wait for me.


♥

Thy love is so sweet and divine.
i shalt not neglect,
Love thee.

XOXO Till we meet again, my love 1:45 am Sunday, 9 December 2007
Dear Addiction,

today went to suntec with my bestie.
again, just to get my donuts.
im fortunate to get CLARENCE LEE as my bestfriend huh?
ring up his cell phone at 11 in the morning...
just to go acc me get donuts.

actually, my biological clock is FULLY DAMAGED.
i sleep at 5/6 am.
i keep waking up at 9am every morning..
usually i go back to sleep.
wake up at 10 again. sleep till 11/12.
then really wake up.
go shopping etc.
then afternoon go work.
im always late anyways...
thankfully, i got a boss that pamper me.
and i get to take any drinks+food w/o paying.
its like daylight shoplifting..
and when tongtong machine man comes, i will push my boss aside and go choose the toys.
got one for clarence's sis, but forgot to pass it to him.
no more late night outings till 1am..hurhurr.
SUNDAY! ganbarou! gonna comb every mall!

now u know why i keep messing up dates? i cant remember what day is what date.
morning is night and night is morning.

I ATE CONFLAKES AT 5AM.
YESTERDAY. THE MILK TASTED FUNNY.
AND WOKE UP WITH A BAD TUMMY =(

surfed myspace again today.
i cant find Andrew Automatic.
he's like this really hot/unknown guy..
i got him as a friend on my other acc but i cant get to this love vs lust acc =(
i need more myspace friends!
its wiped out dry...........
and yea i dont know why,
but i yawn 5 times surfing the list of singaporean guys..
reseach had shown that when u yawn, u're actually symphatising with the other party..
i dont see the relevance.

and i was told that my attitude changed alot nowadays.
i dont know why..
i noticed it too.
not to mention that im emotionally drained out.
lets hope for a better tmr!


ANYWAYS,

EDWIN + CLARENCE!~
all e best for badminton competition!!!!!! Till we meet again, my love 2:01 am Saturday, 8 December 2007
NEW MYSPACE LINKKY!

www.myspace.com/iracious

gonna delete my old acc.
hah. now this new acc has yet to have any friends! Till we meet again, my love 3:18 am Wednesday, 5 December 2007
oh my gosh.
these days have been kinda tiring for me.
haaha.
but i have to say that i have made full use of my days.
and yea, time flies faster than i expected.......

voila. say hello to december. Till we meet again, my love 2:59 am Saturday, 1 December 2007
december just arrived.
i jus noticed.
hope this month will be jolly.
hope better days awaits.
i wanna make every day the best day..
ganbarou~!



"When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words you've been needing to hear"

.
.
. Till we meet again, my love 4:05 am
Dear addiction,

its 3.24 am. and im starving.
gonna go downstairs and cook maggi mee later on(:

woke up at 11am.
my dad was like "ira! wake up lah!"
u shld've seen the look on my face the moment i woke up.
its like i just got revived from drowning...
yea. visited granny in hospital.
very worried for her.
i was shocked that she still does gardening.........

took bus home. from eastshore hospital.
t'was like a more than an hour ride.
i talk to alex on the phone until my battery went flat..
yea, so can u imagine how long the journey was??
went there on cab though.


so umm..yea, met up with edwin to go eat my dinnunch wayy after that.
went zingdo~
i wanted korean food.

yupp.thats my bibimbap. with kimchi soup.
super spicy wors.
i eat finish(:

then after that met up with clarence.
he sponsor me $1 to attempt to catch stitch!
(note: its only an attempt)
i went round the shop looking for another golden coin.
FOUND.
but the stoopid machine cheated my money.
i didnt get no stitch =(

my bestie blue duckky bought me lotsa stuff from taiwan wors.
this time round its different though.
LONG LONG AGO..
when he went overseas, he bought me a badge, 2 necklaces, 2 boxes of chocolates(one for me and one for my mumsy) , and his mum bought me perfume..
NOW, he buy me this condom-like object.
its pretty though(:
i like it alot!


so i cant help but to cam whore with it.
i was so facinated.
it looked so edible.
aheemm..i wanted to try lah..
lucky edwin and joyce noticed- not to be used as substitute for condom..
they should really enlarge the fonts..


and he bought me this - virgin/slut lip balm..
another set to add to my collection of lip smackers.
hah! but its really unique((:


aiiyo. the stuf like kinda obscene rights?

and ohh i love this!!


hmms..these are one of the many reasons why this quacker duck is my bestfriend..
its the little gestures and crazy/unimaginable things that he does/buys which makes me laugh...and one of the many reasons why i cherish him alot, even though i dont quite let him know...and also because wherever he goes, we still share the same moon(:


hahaha. no escaping my camera!


went insane..as usual. its what makes the world go round(:



and yea, ira is a super happy girl today.
she smiles. she laughs. alot.





...but the thought of having to spend a lonely christmas makes her heart feel cold.



xoxo Till we meet again, my love 3:14 am