Wednesday, 26 December, 2007
Dear Addiction,

enough with the MERRY XMAS already..
Its past 1am already.

christmas was alright..
bought some prezzies.
went to town 2days before xmas with edwin to get xmas gifts for joyce and clarence..
had candle light dinner at the SHIP restaurant.
ate medium well steak.
it was fab!
Black mushroom steak..

the bill came- 53 bucks.
its like...no turning back right?
food's already in my tummy.
haha.
but it was nice though. worth it..(((=

bought presents for my dear joyce, clarence and edwin.
wrapped it up..
joyce's one was extra special..cos i had to spent extra buying the ribbons and wrapped up nicely..
think she'd like it cos the bear bear was holding a star! (=

bought for clarence the magic 8 ball HSM special.
i was reluctant to get it.
so i asked "will clarence like this gift? "
it replied = outcome seems good.
so paid for it.

bought for my mummy a $139 watch.
she really liked it(=
it made me feel so i dont know....
so happy to be her daughter the moment i saw her expression? LOL.

and yea, went to A|X (armani exchange) to get MYSELF a present. PRESENTS. LOL.
got a bracelet and a necklace.
and yes, it does make my heart ache when the money was taken out from my purse...

and yes, yesterday, xmas eve,
went countdown.
got foamed..ALOT more than i got last year.

oh, saw that BITCH who kept changing her fucking name..
so i dont know what to call her but BITCH.
stare at me.AGAIN.
sleazy.
i just stared back and rolled my eyes at her.
she needs to get a life seriously.
im out of hy alr and still see her rotting face..
omg, just hope that she'd atay out of my sight, i dont wanna have anything to do with her. make this clear.
EVERYONE ALREADY KNOWS THAT I DONT WANNA HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH HER, BUT SHE STILLLLL KEPT STARING. what d'ya want from me?
i dont even know you..



cant believe im suppose to head for school tmr.
which is about 7hrs time?
830 am.
suckky.

im tired!
im lazy!
im hungry!

give me a break can.
i wanna sleep the entire day.
when i dont have to think about money, about time,
about school, about work,
i wanna go back to the days when i can just snuggle up in bed.
mine or his.
i dont care, as long as its comfy and warm.
nowadays i cant even feel my pillow...

i miss those carefree days..
those lovely days.
i miss not caring about whats gonna happen next.

now im leading a super monotonous life.
and im upset.
i thought it'd help.
but it certainly didnt.

Dear santa, can u give me happiness?
please? Till we meet again, my love 1:19 AM