OH SO INTRICATE

2008-03-06T10:51:00.002+08:00

yay!
im in school library now.
independent learning.....

been eons since i last blogged..

met up with clarence ytd.
somehow i did imagine how jc life would have been with him around in the same college.

ohh well, school has been A ok...except for the fact that i still do get caught for skirt length....BACK TO GOOD OL' DAYS IN HYSS.. i pity mr Ong, had extra duty every assembly, check my skirt length. i miss him!

ohh well, to a certain squirrel : XYZ.

teehee.

2008-02-24T19:33:00.000+08:00

LIVERPOOL rocks...!

*ah beng made me say that.

2008-01-27T18:44:00.000+08:00

BOOYA!

long time since i last blog?
MY COMPUTER IS SOOOO NOT FAST.

i've been having a super duper fun time in IJC!
i love that school!!!!!!

received my Olevel results alr!
i was crying all the way from bukit batok to Hua Yi cos i was super scared!
hahahas! and Joseph's sms made me smile when i was wiping tears on the train! thanks!
and and and, my edwin daddy was super supportive!! thanks loads!
alas, when i got my results, i smiled!

we were celebrating ashok's and samuel's birthday before taking the results!

vivien came up to me and said "im scared!"
i was like- scared of what? oh yeah! o levels! how can i forget????!
goshhh.

took many many class photos!
BUT BUT BUT, class fund is running low.....
and we still havent got the chicken essence!

taufiq did that!

(ps:tommy was eating cherry. thats why his face look funny =p)

THE GUYS. joseph not in photo, he went to see naked statues at the museum....

THE LADIES. i was forced to do that!

i look relaxed when i was at ijc.

this was how i look on the train. OH MY GOSHHHH.

i like this photo. alot((((:

went back to school on Friday. to visit my MUNG DARLINGS.

bought macs ytd night.
my burger was perfect!
(didnt sound right)
BUT.....TADAA!

HEARTY MEAL!

watched liverpool match!
5-2! wOots!
i shall see how my CR score for manU tonight! jiayous!!!

my water babies are growing so well!!!

alrights, jiayous for tmr's bio test!!!

xoxo
MAYA

2008-01-21T23:37:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOSHH.

i lost alex's handphone.
i think i dropped it somewhr.
he didnt scold me though.........
cos he also lost my hp last month. haha.
aiyaa i feel guilty luhhs.
the moment i reached his place i dump all the junk frm my bag onto his bed luhh.
so now my maths tutorials and bio lecture notes are crumpled tothe max.

CONFIRM LOST. how? i dont know.
either i dropped it or kena pickpocketed.

please luhh, pickpocket me oso for what???!
its a samsung hp! not prada!
i dont look rich okayys.
i only use converse and ripcurl to school!
not gucci and guess!
WHY ME?!!!

BOTTOMLINE:
SO EVERYONE, do not send me lovey dovey messages.
i will not be able to receive it.. haha!

no mood to eat lo.
fallin sick.
keep sneezing.
then aiya still eat luhhs.
bought dinner over to his house just now.
watchd the chinese drama- my first episode turned out to be the last.
i ate roti john and burger frm the pasar malam(:
then then then...somehow ah the mayo from the burger just keep dripping all over my skirt.
very obscene. haha.
i shall try to eat in a more neater manner next time can.
stupid herbal tea costed me 5 bucks...

today's chem test :omg.
maths quiz : extra omg.
and and and............
I JUST SENT MY GP PODCAST. OMG OMG.

IRA IRA IRA.OMG OMG OMG.
i need medicine to cure this runny nose.

2008-01-16T23:42:00.001+08:00

I NEED A TRANSLATOR FOR MALAY LESSONS

2008-01-16T23:29:00.000+08:00

Dear Addiction,

i havent been blogging lately!! BUSY.
im in twilight zone.
was sick from sunday to tuesday, even today.
i dont look sick luhhs.

doctor prscribed to me as it was gastric flu and food poisoning.......
now that explains the 6 times puking over the weekends.
dehydrating, gonna turn to dust soon.
doctor insisted on an mc, i insisted no.
he wrote me an excuse letter frm PE instead.
...i was like..WHY?! im fine!

but was late for school today.
so ran..
i feel guilty luhhs, cos i caused AISAH SAYANG to get punished as well.
so yea, my most sincere apologies =(
reali felt bad.

...starting to miss the USUAL 4.
my Joyce darling,
Clarence aka DUCKKY
and Edwin daddy.

i wanna eat ice kacang.....................

xoxo

2008-01-11T22:29:00.000+08:00

GOOD NEWS,

i did not sleep at any lectures at all for today
(unlike the other day, slept at every lecture)
*HINT HINT* i eat lots and lots of candies to keep awake....

did i mention that i fell asleep at the cash register of my workplace???
i was awakened by one stupid guy..
made me so paiseh, woke up to see one shuai ge witing for me, just to buy cigarette =x

BAD NEWS,

i wanted to cut down budget,
by taking 178 all the way frm woodlands to my house.
APPARENTLY, i fell asleep....
and i got sent all the way to boon lay interchange.
trust me, i was the only person on that bus. THE LAST ONE.
so bought candy floss and took 240 home.
so its bus fair X2
........like whats the point? should've taken train instead.

and i've been so tanned lately.
thats the worst thing i hate about school.
remind me to get the whitening mask by 7th feb (=
ahem ahems.

current addiction : MASHED POTATOES

Alas,
i miss someone really alot.
oh my goshh, time is very cruel.

2008-01-07T02:18:00.000+08:00

Dear Addiction,

i miss my cell phone =(((

oh my goshh.
super duper hyper today.
cant sleep.
its 220am.
and im still awake.
just put down the phone with alex just now.
he ask what's wrong with me, nothing ah, just hyper.
too much tatarzine????
tomorrow is MONDAYYY!!!
MONDAY BLUES.
orientation was a blast last week!
loved every second of it!!!

...Zak, i'll send u the photos on msn? =)

now a new week is approaching.
im nervous. and im anxious.
but right now, i cant get to sleep.

went Orchard today.
still got that holiday mood...
met up with my bestie after ONE WHOLE WEEK of not meeting...
break record ya know?
will post up photos tmr.
now my com is being such an ass wreck.

going to force myself into taking forty winks now.
good morning ira.

xoxo

2008-01-05T04:45:00.000+08:00

Dear Addiction,

i have a fever,
im hot and it cant be stop!
because we boom dynamite
because we boom dynamite.
because we tick tick tick tick boom dynamite!
i cant forget these "chants"!!!

i have a fever,
im hot and it cant be stop!(:

today was awesome!!!!

(..besides the fact that i TRIPPED and fell at woodlands interchange...andy didnt save me! haha! he kept apologising and said that his reaction too slow.
so he only helped me up. haha! only realised that my ankle was sprained 2 hrs later. now it still hurts... sobs!)

put that aside,
AZTEC carried on the championship legacy!
we're still the best!!!
won the ASPERAZCA aka ASPARAGUS.

CHILILICO ROCKS!~

so partied real hard at the end of the night.
break the dancefloor!!!
danced till we were breathless and sweaty!

i think pictures speak thousands of words. so voila!

GROUPIES!

Zhai's shirt, which was a total mess,
the ink all melted away due to the sweat.haha!

celebrated victory and friendship?
danced till around ten pm.
the school hall was dark btw, during the dance.
spains wont stop me!!!
so walked out thru big gate(andy claimed that small gate closed, not true..)
Daniel suggested we walk on grass...a huge grassy greeny field, in the night..
there were many stars i noticed.
AD ASTRA WE TOUCH THE STARS! =X
so walked to causeway point and ate macs.

then parted ways.
they went home.
i went city hall =x

met up with alex and qi en.
got back taman jurong like 1am.
dropped by his house awhile..
then go s11.

see how much my dear alex eats.

OUR DRINKS...

decided to be alil vain..

I dont know why...he looks super decent in this photo.

got a shot of qi en's face, really good shot lo. very shuai(: im such a good photographer!..or maybe its just him. teehee.

but he go and take this guy photo instead...
so bad taste. haha.
laughed alot.
cos he claim i keep lookin at this guy! NO LOR!
i checked my cam, he even took a video.....OMG.hhaha

i feel guilty..everytime meet him then he buy drink for me.
actually alex wanna pay de, dunno why he go and pay for us instead..
really very nice friend...

sent me home
and alex wanted to play ps2.
so played fatal frame...
they went home ard 4am..
thats TODAY for me.

Alex reminded me....i'll turn 17 in about 2 months 24days..
goshh..

weekends approaching. gotta work..
buy bags and shoes and stuff..
no free time.
i miss my dear joyce, clarence and my dearest edwin daddy! =(

LET THERE BE LOVE

xoxo

2008-01-04T01:00:00.000+08:00

Dear Addiction,

I am kinda surprised that i made it through the day without even a single can of red bull..

school has already begun.
but the 3 L has yet to start, (lecture, lab, loo)
probably next week....

SCHOOL WAS AWESOME.
finally i can wear a collar pin that i treasure.
and finalllllllyyyy, i can sing the school song with much gusto
(btw, heard that the song was composed by dick lee or smth???)

played lotsa games and made friends.
i cant believe i played street soccer,
cristiano ronaldo will be humiliated if he finds out
im his fan. haha. i lost that 'kicking' ability which i had when i was a little kid...
played with paints and stuff.
war with paints? haha.
i missed out the captain's ball banana version though.
instead of a ball, they replaced it with squeezed bananas..
....okay that didnt came out right..
run around alot.
water bomb war was violent.
screaming...running...until we all fall down on the grass.
but we walked out of the field dry(:

the school is HUGE. GIGANTIC.
the track itself makes me feel so tiny...
like a personal stadium of our own.
the hall has 16 aircons and 36 lights...
cant blame me, principal's speech was boredom to the max.

the games and cheers made me feel so homely, like having to known them for 4 hours is like i've known them for 4 days alr. haha
my OGLs is quite nice luhh. very cheerful and bubbly.
but my team- AZTEC; is like very girly...
most of the OGLs are ladies.
Pei Jun one of them.
the only guys are Zhai, Zak, and afiq if im not wrong..

My team members are very social. LOL. starting to love them loads!
new friends i've gotten to know includes shu wei, Daniel, Siti, Andy, Sarah..
and there are quite a few white ones..
Germans i think..
dont mingle with them much.
they are super tall.

and im surprised how much i ran just because i wanna avoid being late, LOL.

today got dismissed at 6pm..
went to a nearby mall to get my nike socks.
no more socks le. lol.
so by the time i reach home its alr 715pm.
ate and fell asleep awhile, in my sch u, for abt 5 mins.
then woke up and go work at 8pm.
yea, i suffered.
i kept working to prevent myself from dozing off.
did lotsa maths.
boss made me do a 27%up on the cost price of the items and put the price tags of the selling price.
finally maths has a purpose; money.
was hectic.
i was so tired that i feel like just collapsing to the ground and sleep.
arjun was telling me to take care of myself and not fall sick...because i alr look sick..like do i have a choice???
the only time which i was entertained was when my magician friend visited the shop(:
puts a smile on my face.
he took like 5 minutes to choose a pack of cigarettes =.=
then he went home and changed and come over again, with his deck of cards as usual.
he told me to think of a card.
i thought of 8clubs.
then he say look deep into his eyes and think hard.
*my weakest link*
i never look people direct in the eyes..
he claimes the card was black..
and clubs...
and he told me to concentrate further...
my mind was thinking of food..
haha
the he look at the century cigarettes and asked " is that $9.80?"
"your number is 8 right? the cigarettes told me so"
he got me amused everytime..
really nice friend.

im hungry.
and i miss someone very dearly.
and yea, think he is aware of it.
purposely de.
he seem to know when i threw my mini tantrum over the phone.
he said "why? miss me ah?" o.O
haha

oh well. tmr school. ganbarou!
chililico!!
teehee.
need to get some sleep..

♥

Life is short.
break the rules,
forgive quickly,
kiss slowly,
love truly,
laugh uncontrollably.
Live life to the fullest.

xoxo

2008-01-01T00:42:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

i really dont feel like typing.

blissful and successful and fruitful year up ahead.

HEADS UP PEOPLE.

booze is drippin'
im tripping(:

2007-12-29T02:28:00.000+08:00

Dear Addiction,

MY CURRENT ADDICTIONS/MUSTHAVES:
1) HACKS purple
2) REDBULL
3) MONEY

im sick.LOVESICK over money.
hurrhurrr.
i want money. i neeeeeed money. im head over heels for money.
i spent $400 in 2 days.
and my daddy has yet to know.
i dont think its necessary for him to find out?
he made noise when i bought my guess purse.
he will make noise if he finds out i've been to armani exchange.
and yea, he will make noise when i step into giorgio.
he will make more more noise if he knows im eyeing more ralph lauren...
daddy's baby girl has grown up(:
TEEHEE.

and my next mustHAVE- MOMENTS
autobiography of CRISTIANO RONALDO.

my dear BARTENDER, whom i rarely have the chance to speak to, due to the constraint of time, you care to chip in cash for your pathetic yet sweet lil sister to buy her idol's book? PLLLEEEAAASE. i'll let you read it once in a while..promise!
*public pleas
TREAT IT AS A SUPER BELATED XMAS GIFT.
I WILL LOVE YOU MORE, DONT WORRY.

step aside, gerrard, kaka, becks, lampard,
(torres can stay)

MOMENTS will be my target item to get.
and...i always get what i want(:

GONE DUTCH.
current cash-26bucks
*gulps*

sellin' PINKK billabong bag. let me know if anyone wanna buy.
excellent condition.
worn only twice or so..

xoxo

2007-12-29T01:41:00.000+08:00

Dear Addiction,

went LAKESIDE yesterday.
and i saw this guy.
He caught my eye, somehow.
talked to him.
his smile was captivating...
i knew him.
for many years back.
i even went ecp with him before?!
but i never did notice him..
it was, until last night did he finally caught my eye.
and i cant erase his smile.
but i dont want anything.
its just that im amazed that such
amazing person exists and is so near. haha.

that passing stranger.

i realise that as many days passed, i got to know
many people. many people whom got to know me.....

amazing, beautiful, hot, caring, kind people.

and i admire many people around me.
i like to admire beauty, i appreciate God's creations of mankind.
i mingle alot.
i talk and smile to strangers.

but at the end of the day, when nightime falls,
there's only one person that remains deep inside my heart..
he might not be the most amazing guy, quite sexyy, but not sexiest,
not quite perfect, pretty mean and sickening at times,
but still somehow it is him, who has my heart.
and this, i dont regret.

i dont care what comes by.
come what may, whatever tomorrow brings,
i'll embrace wholeheartedly.

"So here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what"
-ASLYN

xoxo
thats when i love u

2007-12-26T01:19:00.000+08:00

Dear Addiction,

enough with the MERRY XMAS already..
Its past 1am already.

christmas was alright..
bought some prezzies.
went to town 2days before xmas with edwin to get xmas gifts for joyce and clarence..
had candle light dinner at the SHIP restaurant.
ate medium well steak.
it was fab!
Black mushroom steak..

the bill came- 53 bucks.
its like...no turning back right?
food's already in my tummy.
haha.
but it was nice though. worth it..(((=

bought presents for my dear joyce, clarence and edwin.
wrapped it up..
joyce's one was extra special..cos i had to spent extra buying the ribbons and wrapped up nicely..
think she'd like it cos the bear bear was holding a star! (=

bought for clarence the magic 8 ball HSM special.
i was reluctant to get it.
so i asked "will clarence like this gift? "
it replied = outcome seems good.
so paid for it.

bought for my mummy a $139 watch.
she really liked it(=
it made me feel so i dont know....
so happy to be her daughter the moment i saw her expression? LOL.

and yea, went to A|X (armani exchange) to get MYSELF a present. PRESENTS. LOL.
got a bracelet and a necklace.
and yes, it does make my heart ache when the money was taken out from my purse...

and yes, yesterday, xmas eve,
went countdown.
got foamed..ALOT more than i got last year.

oh, saw that BITCH who kept changing her fucking name..
so i dont know what to call her but BITCH.
stare at me.AGAIN.
sleazy.
i just stared back and rolled my eyes at her.
she needs to get a life seriously.
im out of hy alr and still see her rotting face..
omg, just hope that she'd atay out of my sight, i dont wanna have anything to do with her. make this clear.
EVERYONE ALREADY KNOWS THAT I DONT WANNA HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH HER, BUT SHE STILLLLL KEPT STARING. what d'ya want from me?
i dont even know you..

cant believe im suppose to head for school tmr.
which is about 7hrs time?
830 am.
suckky.

im tired!
im lazy!
im hungry!

give me a break can.
i wanna sleep the entire day.
when i dont have to think about money, about time,
about school, about work,
i wanna go back to the days when i can just snuggle up in bed.
mine or his.
i dont care, as long as its comfy and warm.
nowadays i cant even feel my pillow...

i miss those carefree days..
those lovely days.
i miss not caring about whats gonna happen next.

now im leading a super monotonous life.
and im upset.
i thought it'd help.
but it certainly didnt.

Dear santa, can u give me happiness?
please?

2007-12-22T01:24:00.000+08:00

Dear Addiction,

i've been a dead blogger havent i?
many things happened lately.
but i just dont know where to start.

many days back,
me, clarence, joyce, edwin,
went to east coast for camping.
with tent and bbq pits and stuff..

couple of days ago,
went to queensway to alter my jeans.
only got that ck and skinny altered.
my giorgio armani has to stay in my closet for longer time.
i was reluctant to get it done.
that tailor gave me many doubts.
no way im gonna take the risk.
bought a kappa tee.
states there " robe di kappa"
i didnt wanna buy ITALIA.
as i figured that i'll be supportin PORTUGAL for 2010.
and i saw that assumption english guy. he works there. LOL.
then went ikea to buy candles, mug and the candle holder? and a dishwashing brush.
like totally random huh?

and few days back,
a guy just came into the shop.
did some magic tricks which really amazed me.
he made the card disappear sia!
and my brother brought me home lotsa bodyshop goodies(:
really loved them, lipsticks, lip balm,eyeshadow,bath foam etc etc. many many!
that reminds me, i misplaced my foundation.
so today went to work with a naked face, first time in many years, i was makeup-less

and yesterday,
i squashed a lizard accidentally.
dont worry. it got away safe. but not sound.
it left its tail on the cabinet and left me screaming at my most highest pitch.
fucking tail was fucking HUGE.
it was jumping, body-less, bloody.
i saw its effing bones and blood and flesh and stuff.
i'll keep a lookout for a tail-less lizard..

im listening to the usual song that i listen to everyday.
im not feeling well.
im having a headache and fever.

all i want for christmas is for you to spend that day with me,
for an hour or a minute, just spend that moment with me.
...under a mistletoe.

xoxo

2007-12-15T01:45:00.000+08:00

i feel empty.
its like im running.
but i dont know where to.

and i feel lonely.
its like im chasing after something,
so much so that im forgetting love.

i forgot how it feels like, being in love.
i've forgotten how to embrace that feeling.
like there's an omission of the term "affection".

so whats my stance?
money or romance?

my wallet is filling up,
but my heart is feeling down.
and time isn't ever gonna wait for me.

♥

Thy love is so sweet and divine.
i shalt not neglect,
Love thee.

XOXO

2007-12-09T02:01:00.000+08:00

Dear Addiction,

today went to suntec with my bestie.
again, just to get my donuts.
im fortunate to get CLARENCE LEE as my bestfriend huh?
ring up his cell phone at 11 in the morning...
just to go acc me get donuts.

actually, my biological clock is FULLY DAMAGED.
i sleep at 5/6 am.
i keep waking up at 9am every morning..
usually i go back to sleep.
wake up at 10 again. sleep till 11/12.
then really wake up.
go shopping etc.
then afternoon go work.
im always late anyways...
thankfully, i got a boss that pamper me.
and i get to take any drinks+food w/o paying.
its like daylight shoplifting..
and when tongtong machine man comes, i will push my boss aside and go choose the toys.
got one for clarence's sis, but forgot to pass it to him.
no more late night outings till 1am..hurhurr.
SUNDAY! ganbarou! gonna comb every mall!

now u know why i keep messing up dates? i cant remember what day is what date.
morning is night and night is morning.

I ATE CONFLAKES AT 5AM.
YESTERDAY. THE MILK TASTED FUNNY.
AND WOKE UP WITH A BAD TUMMY =(

surfed myspace again today.
i cant find Andrew Automatic.
he's like this really hot/unknown guy..
i got him as a friend on my other acc but i cant get to this love vs lust acc =(
i need more myspace friends!
its wiped out dry...........
and yea i dont know why,
but i yawn 5 times surfing the list of singaporean guys..
reseach had shown that when u yawn, u're actually symphatising with the other party..
i dont see the relevance.

and i was told that my attitude changed alot nowadays.
i dont know why..
i noticed it too.
not to mention that im emotionally drained out.
lets hope for a better tmr!

ANYWAYS,

EDWIN + CLARENCE!~
all e best for badminton competition!!!!!!

2007-12-08T03:18:00.000+08:00

NEW MYSPACE LINKKY!

www.myspace.com/iracious

gonna delete my old acc.
hah. now this new acc has yet to have any friends!

2007-12-05T02:59:00.000+08:00

oh my gosh.
these days have been kinda tiring for me.
haaha.
but i have to say that i have made full use of my days.
and yea, time flies faster than i expected.......

voila. say hello to december.

2007-12-01T04:05:00.000+08:00

december just arrived.
i jus noticed.
hope this month will be jolly.
hope better days awaits.
i wanna make every day the best day..
ganbarou~!

"When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words you've been needing to hear"

.
.
.

2007-12-01T03:14:00.000+08:00

Dear addiction,

its 3.24 am. and im starving.
gonna go downstairs and cook maggi mee later on(:

woke up at 11am.
my dad was like "ira! wake up lah!"
u shld've seen the look on my face the moment i woke up.
its like i just got revived from drowning...
yea. visited granny in hospital.
very worried for her.
i was shocked that she still does gardening.........

took bus home. from eastshore hospital.
t'was like a more than an hour ride.
i talk to alex on the phone until my battery went flat..
yea, so can u imagine how long the journey was??
went there on cab though.

so umm..yea, met up with edwin to go eat my dinnunch wayy after that.
went zingdo~
i wanted korean food.

yupp.thats my bibimbap. with kimchi soup.
super spicy wors.
i eat finish(:

then after that met up with clarence.
he sponsor me $1 to attempt to catch stitch!
(note: its only an attempt)
i went round the shop looking for another golden coin.
FOUND.
but the stoopid machine cheated my money.
i didnt get no stitch =(

my bestie blue duckky bought me lotsa stuff from taiwan wors.
this time round its different though.
LONG LONG AGO..
when he went overseas, he bought me a badge, 2 necklaces, 2 boxes of chocolates(one for me and one for my mumsy) , and his mum bought me perfume..
NOW, he buy me this condom-like object.
its pretty though(:
i like it alot!

so i cant help but to cam whore with it.
i was so facinated.
it looked so edible.
aheemm..i wanted to try lah..
lucky edwin and joyce noticed- not to be used as substitute for condom..
they should really enlarge the fonts..

and he bought me this - virgin/slut lip balm..
another set to add to my collection of lip smackers.
hah! but its really unique((:

aiiyo. the stuf like kinda obscene rights?

and ohh i love this!!

hmms..these are one of the many reasons why this quacker duck is my bestfriend..
its the little gestures and crazy/unimaginable things that he does/buys which makes me laugh...and one of the many reasons why i cherish him alot, even though i dont quite let him know...and also because wherever he goes, we still share the same moon(:

hahaha. no escaping my camera!

went insane..as usual. its what makes the world go round(:

and yea, ira is a super happy girl today.
she smiles. she laughs. alot.

...but the thought of having to spend a lonely christmas makes her heart feel cold.

xoxo

2007-11-30T02:30:00.000+08:00

Dear addiction,

i dont know this feeling.
my flesh is weak.
and yea, i cant deny it any further.
im yielding to my own emotions...

"Somebody wants you
somebody needs you
somebody dreams about you every single night

Somebody can't breathe without you it's lonely
somebody hopes that one day you will see

That somebody's me
that somebody's me
yea "

enrique iglesias- somebody's me

xoxo

2007-11-30T02:26:00.000+08:00

And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

xoxo

2007-11-26T00:08:00.000+08:00

Dear addiction,

chat with matt online.
goshh. been a long time.
startin to miss him!
and miss kena suan ahhs.
im still not used to not seeing him for more than a week lehhs.

aheem. tmr class chalet!
dont feel like going lehhs.
tired.
i wanna swim!
but no costume..

okayys,
ytd dint do anything.
the only time i went out was to meet darius.

today,
went over alex's house.
do up the acc and watched tv.
watched the noose~
hhahas.
still rmb adriana wow.
"handcuffs? oh i have one at home"
goshh. kinky.
i wanna get a handcuff next time too.
=x

2 days ago,
went to suntec with cindy.
job interview.
was late.
so cabbed down. feel guilty.20 bucks lehs, and i dint fork out the amount.
sorry babe =(
then aft that she ps me.
went LJS.
then alex go work.
and i met up with my edwin daddy~
went over to ngee ann poly red camp.
teehee. long time nv see my daddy lehhs.
joyce MIA.
clarence somewhr in taiwan...
so just me, drunkard guy, albert..yea thats abt all.
and went there, saw madeleine, kaisi, wei fang, chin xiang, kawei, jun hao, andy , jason....
and alot alot more lehhs. alot of hua yians.
like the only reason i went thr was to party thats all.
yup. t'was fun alrights(:

no fluids allowed.
spot check nehhs.
went in thr and t'was like a party.
too bad i missed out on LSB.
screamings.
no mosh pits though.
performances.

there was paul two hill.
he sang songs by OASIS wors.
first time i suported paul.
cause he sang wonderwall..how can i not scream?!

fell in love at first sight with the lead singer of west grand boulevard.
second sight in fact.
saw them performed at LSB last year.
he was so hawt.LIKE REALLY HOT.

then after all the performances was the dancing part.
yea baby, break the dance floor!
dance all night till the early morn~
not really luhhs.
just danced till 11.
jason lai was super high wors.
he danced non stop
so much that i cant get a still picture of him!!

the whole place was dark..
seems like disco.
somehow forgot that that was a school building......

the dj struting his stuff.

so yea, edwin and i attempted to take picture.
then this kind guy came along and helped us take 2 shots.
turned out uglier...somehow. haha

so we were dancing like so shiok uh.
alot of break dancers.
then another guy suddenly pulled me by the arm and ask me join in with him.
lol. i turned down.
then edwin wanna join.
so join lo.
hah. he thot edwin was my bf?! LOL.
i was like nonono. he's my daddy! hah!
lost sight of our friends.
so made friends with that guy's friends.
trust me, of all of them, i only know his name was david thats all.
he danced quite well!
2nd timer only.
i was like wow.

so we parted ways.
found mad and kaisi.
jason lai had disappeared.
danced his way through.
found him though.

was freakin tired when i reach home.
was super high..
even tho thr's no alcohol.
and yea, i opened my closet, my dad gave me a pleasant surprise!
i found RAIN'S poster!!!

so i was screaming at home...!

overall, for the past 3 days, IRA has been a very jubilant GIRL.
she had a damn good time.
misses her bestie a lil tho.

aza aza fighting!
get a job and get more money!

xoxo

2007-11-23T04:36:00.000+08:00

oh yah.
ytd i turned on the tv at 6am
and whats the first thing i hear?
CHRISTIANO RONALDO!

t'was portugal vs finland.
so i was like squealing whenever ronaldo almost scored.
sadly the score was 0-0
he's still the man~

MAZNI, keep ur promise eh.
2010.
we go africa.
world cup.
i support PORTUGAL- c.ronaldo.
u support ur torres(((:
i feel so guilty im not supporting italia this year.
last year i supported them all the way till they actually won.
lol. should've placed bets.
nvm, this year im pinning hopes on portugal..
yeahh~! christiano ronaldo!!!

then aft that we go see lions and elephants(((:

2007-11-23T03:44:00.000+08:00

Dear addiction,

today was just a day. nothing special(:

slept at 6am and woke up at 4pm..
now y'all know why i dont want factory job? lols.
ate pasta for breakfunch.

i guess mummy cook it her way, created her own recipe or smth.
tastes nice though(:
its got brocolli, mushrooms and squids.
i know its weird combi. but i love em.
so its okae if u put them together(((:

went vivo to get new ear rings.
cos the one i got ytd was spoilt.
and got another pair. its 9.90. caught my eye.

tehee. the earings i got from bdazzle costed 21.80.
still feel guilty about it.
must earn money!
ganbarou!

bought and ate 3 donuts(:
t'was fab.
but still preferred the ones at suntec(:
that was superb...!

but yea, the donuts i ate frm vivo wasnt that bad((((:
loved the topping for the raspberry ones though.
PRETTY!

i wanna eat cakes~
those types like blackforest or cheesecake....
but cant find any suitable ones that entice me.
so mummy had to buy the donuts to shut me up.

ahaha. but it somehow fell apart halfway through my munching.

and yes, i bought more nail polishh~

cant resist.
the prerogative of being a female!

so yeah, spent almost half an hour painting and repainting my nails.

and omg.
i read the newpp today.
woman loses sight after drinking too much water.
that woman fainted and regained consciousness only few days later.
and she woke up blind.
...all because she actually drank 7litres of water of water for couple of months.
water intoxification or smth...not sure.
i was like- WHAT?!
there's such thing?
it claimed that "the brain cells swelled up due to the uptake of water and this causes the increased pressure n the brain" and its called hyponatremia.
this led to the bleeding of her occipital nerve, causing her to be blind.
so biology...chim.
im scared to drink water. paranoid.

its now 4 am..
time flies huh?
supposed to wake up early and meet cindy at 2pm.
goshh.

MAYA
xoxo

2007-11-23T01:21:00.000+08:00

created a new word today : momuton.

and came up with this highly sophisticated sentence: " word is a word itself"

amazingly, thats how blank my mind is at the moment. ya know, when you think too much, at times its just good to let ur mind free and roam around.....hakuna matata.

2007-11-22T04:52:00.000+08:00

hmmm..
i searched koike teppei over at youtube.
listed.
then searched lee joon ki.
haah. loves them.
but then hor, i jumped over to search about rain.
oh my god.
my bi is still the hottest.
and talented(((:
love him so~
the othr day, was sleeping at my granny house,
then i heard rain's voice on tv - clear advertisement.
lol. i leaped from the sofa and ran to the tv.
tink i shocked my gradma and aunt.
my granny was like - whats wrong with her? she was sleeping sosoundly and suddenly jumped up till the stuff on the table all dropped...
i was lik- oh my god. did i really do that??
i wanna marry jung ji hoon((:

ohh yah.
the other day.
someone asked me,
since u're so crazy over rain, would u like ur boyfriend to be just like him?
heh, i gave a smile.
if i can, i would wanna marry jung ji hoon(: no doubt.
but at the moment, if i'd had a lover, i wouldnt want him to be or try to be like rain.
i'll love him the way he is.
and i'll love rain the way he is(oh my gosh like so unfaithful like that hor??!)
yea. i dont wanna have rain wannabes everywhr around me.
teehee. neither do i want my bf to resemble rain in any way except for one- the attitude of sincerity and being loyal.

bi, sarang hae(:

hah, i listen to se7en for 7 times but i've listen to rain for 700 times((:

2007-11-22T03:36:00.000+08:00

ah, went to vivo and sentosa with joyce, edwin and clarence today.
my dear joyce treated us to sakae sushi at siloso.
so millions of thanks to her for that awesome dinnunch.
arigatou !
loved that chicken katsu don!
didnt bring my cam(soaking up humidity in my closet)
so took pic in joyce's cam instead.
so dont tink will upload the pic so soon,
chotto matte ne?! it will take some time(=

and yea, best bloop of the day was when clarence spilled the warm green tea all over the table.
today was a green tea day i supposE?
alex drank green tea too, met him.
then he drink until the whole mouth so full, haha, i poke his cheek and all the green tea spilled out.
yea. lotsa green tea spilled today.
i drank like a total of 5 glasses of warm green tea and about 3 sips of cold ones.

im attempting to shop online right now...
but not many of the online shops seems to entice me tonight.
not sure why.
im sick of seeing like really branded goods like RL and stuff like that
and at the bottom , they indicate "non authentic"
ohh great, i dont support non authentic clothes.
like i dont mind forking out the cash, just make sure its real.
so yea, my search is pretty much pointless tonight.
i want another cardigan.
but just cant seem to find the right one.
shoulda chat with mario instead of doin this disapointing search.

okae. my brother is scaring me.
he was playing final fantasy.
and the next split second i hear snoring.
like so fast?
and the game isnt on the pause mode......................

hurhurr.
really upset when i got home.
reached home around one.
and realised that the earring i bought was spoilt.
the hook was spoilt!!!
i opened it and it snapped right away.
wasnt my fault lo.
it just snapped.
i didnt even apply that much force, negligible amount in fact.
pretty fucked up huh?
so im gonna make a quick beeline to harbour front tmr
not gonna waste my six bucks just like that, nuh uh.
she dont wan get me a new one, im gonna make a big hooha.
yea, i need someone to scream at.

okays, i just closed all the online shops windows.
such utter disappointment.
so im
listening to leah dizon((=
saw on youtube the other day " erika sawjiri is alot better that leah"
no way man.
if i were to judge then i think leah will beat her hands down(((:
wanted to look out for leah's album eternity or smth..
but cant find lo.
only have koda kumi. I DONT WANT!
whats wrong with the cd shops here?
they dont even sell lee hyo ri's album.
i want that anystar single...

I WANNA EAT CREPE AND ICE CREAM and strawberries....!

2007-11-18T14:58:00.000+08:00

I'll be the water when you get thirsty, baby
When you get drunk, I'll be the wine

Words can't say what love can do

spree!

2007-11-18T14:28:00.000+08:00

i woke up alone alone again today!
i wanna get married.
haha.

okayys my brother, Mr Bartender,
has been checking out how i bitch about on my blog(((:
so yea, just to say "hi, abang!" (=

clarence lee just called me out.
aww man. i wanted to take my phensedyl and stone.
i wanna stoning my way to sleep(=
its shiok.
and cures my cough(((:

so before i sleep i decided to take some pics.

flower!! yea right, thats where u stuff bullets in.

cool huh? BATMAN~ hahahas.

i feel so great.
iwaoke up alone but i feel great.
to think that i've spent hundreds.
splurging feels great.
especially when u splurge ur own. and not mummy's.
spending mumsy's money makes me guilty!

rewarded myself(((:
and to think that the amount of money i have inside is much lesser than the wallet itself((:
i love things in boxes!!!!!!
and they wrapped the wallet in a box with the shiny brand printed on the top(:
such a cutesy!!

spree yesterday.
bought a wallet, handbag and sunglasses.
to think that i complained to mumsy "there's nothing that catches my eye"
the next moment, im at the cashier.
i'll devote a fraction of my first paycheck to my mummy((=
thats a promise, which i didnt tell her.
i plan to share my money with my brother's and get her some diamonds~
bling bling. teehee.

i like the way my necklace was wrapped -in a small lil red box.

diamonds worth the bucks((=
so i wanna buy one for my mumsy((:
I NEED A JOB!

I MISSED LIME SONIC BANG YESTERDAY BECAUSE OF MY FUCKING COUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and i was at vivo. such close proximity....
i miss that white guy. i miss Saw Loser. i MISS SAM!
and i missed Futon.
i missed out on the hot guys!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate being sick. its sickening!!
and i gotta wait till next year.... =(

so i went shopping to ease the pain(((:

little miss spoilt brat ran loose at mall.

FIRE AWAY!

2007-11-18T14:04:00.000+08:00

so first up, i'd like to bitch about a fast food outlet! yay!
it is not Mac Donalds.
although im not happy about the $3(previously $2) delivery charge, yea, the one im about to bitch about is not mac donalds. there's lotsa fast food outlets, so make a guess.
basically, the nuggets used to be tender.....
but yesterday it was crappish.
dry....dry.....DRIED
quality was bad.
but i dont live quite near the place, so i had to brood about it.

to think that the quality dropped so much??!
okay, this happened long ago - but im gonna bitch about it as well :
i used to go to the same fastfood outlet.
and i ate half the burger.
and found a strand of hair.
like im sure that wasnt part of the recipe.
so i went up to the manager and asked for a change.
he did. gave me a new burger.
but he claimed "she ate half of it already"
i happened to be in a hyper good mood. so i forgo tyrant behaviour.
i smiled. and left. with my new burger of course.
i dont need his fucking apology.
I WASNT SATISFIED WITH THE SERVICE & QUALITY.
my brother works in a F&B line; i know the rules.
RULE #1 : CUSTOMERS ARE ALWAYS RIGHT.
get that?
i ate at the same ff outlet in KL.
trust me, their chicken was heavenly and fresh, so was their nuggets and whipped potatoes.
I ate hotel food, but at the end of the day, i still retreat back to that fast food outlet, just couldnt get enough of it. that was 2-3 months ago.
and their staff was alot more friendly.
be it towards locals or foreigners.

so whats up with the service and quality here?
pucker up yea? and kiss ur customers goodbye.

oooh.i love bitching about. feels good.

2007-11-16T12:56:00.000+08:00

omg. i love Leah Dizon.
i should go look for her album.
she's so pretty and talented!
love her songs!!!!
i keep listening to softly, everything anything, L.O.V.E u!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nJXZquCYiOA&NR=1
nice songs(:

2007-11-16T11:00:00.000+08:00

couldnt sleep last night.
cos of the CHRONIC coughing.

anyways, went to school today.
took cab there.
and walked home.
not bad, an hour's journey.
took a detour over at Jurong Lake Park.
sat by the lake.
just dont feel like going home thats all.

then slowly thoughts filled my mind.

what does life has in store for me?
whats up in the next chapter of my life?
unpreictable.
all that i can do is look back.
i'll remember my days in hua yi alright.

Then again, being in hua yi,
to be frank, i never had a sense of belonging.
i will never say that i fit into hua yi.
but i do learn to cherish ties amongst friends.
i realised the importance of friendship.

i still remember. practically everything?
i stepped into the school with alex.
he's the only person i know and depend on.
then i remember my first harsh word to clarence "no" and how we eventually turned out to be bestfriends forever.
and i remember those laughters i had in class while i was in sec 1
i remembered how me and alina cheated for geography test
and me and cindy cheated for home econs test(=
and yeah, i remembered, how i first met edwin..
and i remembered how i first talked to joyce -she asked me out for ice skating.
i remember how me and ronald had mini catfights in school everyday in sec 3 and 4 and how i helped him out for english and he helped me for my maths(=
and how yan jie and i used to laugh like lunatics one minute and become emo the next.
i remembered when i went up on stage. gosh. thats embarrassing.
i remember how i used to sit in class and gossip with cindy once in a while.
and i remember the look that qian and charmaine gave me when i said that i went to changi airport to meet rain! haha!
the look of reuben's eyes that he give teachers whenever he forgets to bring homework!
i remember almost every moment spent with everyone!
im not sure why, but maybe when you enjoy your time and cherishe the people, you'll naturally remember???

and of course
i'll remember the stairs which i slipped and fall from,
those detention days for being late multiple times,
how me and clarence pushed each other off the chairs.
the pond which steven fell into =x
the secluded staircases which i used to sneak out of class and spend quality time with someone without anyone noticing that i was gone.

i wont forget being in the boy's toilet, many times in fact.
i wont forget my trips to the principal's office. quite thrilling((=

those camps which i went to...
field trips. oh and the trip to yakult factory, which billy and i insisted that we needed straws to drink yakult.
getting drunk with vodavoda during chalet.
and those exciting flying fox experience, which i begged the instructor to let me go on another time but he didnt let me. lol.

and im thankful that i have caring teachers around me who always showed concern and is always supporting me and giving me encouragements. i wont forget that.

setting aside cheeky moments,
i think there's also alot of bitter memores that i had.
while i made friends, i made foes too.
unpleasant things do happen.
alot of bitchiness.
im the sort who'll forgive.
but i wont forget.
but im thankful though, these are what that makes me stronger.
so i guess its like a blessing in disguise?

i wont say that im a good girl, neither am i a bad one.
being late for school and punished to run the field, being yelled at for wearing low socks, questioned for dying my hair, forced to pluck out my multiple earrings,did silly things which caused me to land in trouble in the principal's office(i still dont think i was wrong for most of it), how i plucked my courage and asked for my ezlink card back after it being confiscated by the dm for not tucking in my shirt, reprimanded again and again to not fold my skirt.............
these are the little things which make me look back and grin.
pretty funny actually.
dont know why i did `em...its not intentional!
of cos i wont want the juniors to all be doing these....
but at least i can look back and giggle "been there, done that"

there was of course,
a time in sec3 which i cried and begged my mum to transfer me out to another school because alex left school and clarence was always having petty fights with me in school.
but then agian, i never did regret going to hua yi. guess these are the things that made you stronger and makes u treasure moments more. it makes friendships stronger i suppose.

goodbyes are inevitable.
i remember when i asked joyce whether we'll still be the same after we leave hua yi and she claimed ,"people change, friends change".
setting aside all that, i'll always remember what clarence told me before.
friends are like pieces of puzzle.
im glad that i have a handful of puzzle pieces to complete a portion of my life's chapter.
and i think its alright when people forget me.
at least i can tell myself that once along my life's journey, i've shared happy moments with them, or at least, they've made me happy. and thats what makes me enjoy my days in hyss.
and i'll anticipate to know what the future holds

2007-11-16T04:01:00.000+08:00

cindy say i pevert. LOLOLOL
im not lohhs.
i merely claimed that i wanted to iron the handsome guy's shirt.
he really good looking loh.
caught my eye the moment i got on the train
he didnt iron his shirt!
so i wanted to iron it for him mahs.
so can see his muscles =x
and he got piercing on his left ear. how hot can that be?!

nevermind lahhs.
maybe next time we go find him together okayys?
then can iron his shirt together =x

random thought:
I WANNA GO TO LIMESONIC BANG!!!

turn off computer now! 4am! time to watch friends!!!

2007-11-16T02:58:00.000+08:00

hahahs.
my chronic coughing is getting from bad to worse.
totally made me sooo sick.
kept coughing the whole day until alex woke up =x

omg. i just saw how freaked out utada hikaru was when she saw Leah Dizon
hey that dizon babe's really hot and talented

okayy. so im gonna blog about prom!

prom night was pretty alright...
yea.

wore a dress.
like how rare can that be?

my voice was like so manly. hahahs
manly girl wearing a dress.

okayy so i took a picture with the flying Dutchman.
i really do not know what his real name is.
trust me, i listen to class 95 only before i sleep.
so i rarely hear him on air.

then somehow i spotted my Mr Ong across the crowded room
so take picture la(=

Ms Goh and me
and this is the teacher who taught me how to read contour lines.
but still, even up till now i have no idea what's the definition of contour lines(=

and here's my Biology teacher(=

i like Mr Lee very much(=
he remembers my name. haha(:

ohh Mr Ngian! he taught me D&T.
still remember how he used to say that i was super vain.
cos i kept looking into the mirror during his class. haha!

so took a few pictures with my peeps. ((=
loves loads!
i think thats one of the most important purpose of functions?

group photo~

me and charmaine. we were like super sian. cos wanted to get in and sit down, but forced to stay outside first? lols.

took picture with ronald(=

with my class treasurer, Hui Fang. she demands money from me every now and then , and im always so reluctant to give(((= i'll miss those days!!!

Alina and me.

Qian and me.

yea. i cropped the picture and stick em together. nah kidding. (((=

me and huanhuan(=

me and shu yee((:

so took picture with alif.

and ronald took with edwin

bloopers of the day

hahahahahs. my bestie made a mistake by bursting out laughing when im holding the camera.
booya! its on the net now!!
maybe i should enlarge it on next post =))) nah im not so bad. im just very very bad. ((:

the corrected version.

daddy daughter!!!!
oh my god. and can u believe that i was wearing heels................

okayy, me and my dear hui xian(:
dunno why i look extra jubilant.hahahs.

royston appeared amongst the crowd so took photos too

and yea, saw azmeer too ((:

i have to take photo with my student councillor president! STEVEN!!!(((:

and of course, hongjie(=

yan jie!! we laughed together and emo together in class!!!

AIK SONG!! my kingdom hearts buddy(((:
he's the best at it(((=

took picture with charmaine again at the end of the night(=

attempted to take picture with billy.
didnt turn out nice. hahas

so took another one(=
bigbig smiles.

took picture with prom king(=
Reuben(((:

oh and ryan yeo/zhixian(((((:

my picture with my bestfriend dint turn out very nice lah.hahas

yea and by end of the day, we go home with aching feet and fond memories.
i stop to think, how many of them will actually remember me...
because i know that i wont forget them...not that easily.

2007-11-15T21:19:00.000+08:00

Dear addiction,

today wasnt a good day.
pretty good, but not very good.
i felt useless.
went job hunting.
most of the jobs are either too lowly paid, working hours not convenient
or we got rejected
so me and cindy went off to swissotel to have lunch instead.
i wasnt really sure what soup they served us..
looked like minestrone, but also tastes like summer veg.

i didnt finish my greens =D so many!

cindy didnt even finish it lohh.
looked like curry from afar lehs

she's busy texting...

yea, you guessed it, we ordered kiddies meal.

mine was called finding nemo and cindy's one was chicken little!
so cuuutte!!
she wanted eat PORKY.
ira cant eat porkky stuff. hahas.
so killed the chicken little instead..
ther's still 3 lil piggies left at swissotel.
waiting for people to come eat them up =/
i ate NEMO!

the oh so common coke
its everywhere!
its even in the blast furnace! - coke.

i really dont feel like eating the roti prata for ten bucks
haha! i still rmb what i told her - i dont wanna eat LJS, its fried stuff so its oily and will make me cough!!!
tadaa!and there i was- muching away french fries in swissotel

and yeah, cindy dropped my fishhy =(
but anyways, it wasnt wasted =x

think i'll stay up till 4 am later on
to watch my FRIENDS of couse
i love star world for showing FRIENDS
its soooo super sad. im currently watching series ten
and rachael is gonna leave for Paris,
she had no idea that Ross still loves her and wanted her to stay.
she left her ralph lauren job to work for Gucci in Paris
yea, i was like gonna cry over that episode,
but joey is like super funny, he's my fav character by the way.
so i cant shed tears and laugh out loud within that half hour ya know.
so the story's really great and i look foward to it!
i know can watch it on youtube, but watchin on tv got that thrill to it(((:

i really should get some rest though.
my voice is so hoarse.
im starting to sound like a man now.
so macho!
ahahahs.

oh my god, today, me and cindy had the best train ride ever!!!
hahahas. really funny. laughed really hard.
not to mention that i coughed pretty hard too.
thought that i'd cough myself to death opp funan...........=.=

im now over at alex house.
im gonna be bored to death soon.
he's sleeping.
can u believe it?
wnated to go over to mw coffeebean
but then again, the bas was driving me crazy.
so made a uturn to yung an road instead, to find that someone sleeping.
cant help it..
he's tired i know.
he's really tired...

so now, the laptop is staring at me
and im staring back at the laptop.

ohh yah, i saw Rain's clear advertisement on a moving bus today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so handsome!!!!
hahahahas.
im gonna ride that bus next time((((:

i painted my nails pink today.
i dont like it.
i gonna paint it black by tomorrow.

i hate this coughing.
cough cough go away
come again another day.

ok i'll stop crappin and start coughing

adios.

IRA RIDICULOUSLY WANTS THESE:
1 laptop
1Gucci handbag
4 more diamond necklace (so i'll have 5 in total)
1 prada sunglass
drink 5 glasses of wine while awaiting for olevels results
go over to the giraffe pub
make a trp to the manicure+pedicure parlour
3 bottles of perfume from the body shop
1 blvgari ring
more fasio eyemakeup
another bottle of salvatore ferragamo perfume
oh, and of course,
MARRY MY JUNG JI HOON((((:

sweep se7en away!

-------------------------
end of shopping list

2007-11-11T18:15:00.000+08:00

I WANT TO EAT AT OUTBACK!
I WANT MY OUTBACK STEAK!!

and i want brocolli, candyfloss, sushi, ramen, ten don, ben and jerry's , marshmellows, sweet corn, med rare steak, chicken cutlet, banana split, vanilla ice blended, southern blend black tea, ministrone soup, ohh and cheesecake, tiramisu, blackforest cake,

oh my god.
my mind is unstable.

2007-11-11T17:53:00.000+08:00

aww man, i spent most of my day in bed today.
sick, again.
such a weakling huh?
my bestfriend sent me like 3 get well soon messages.
im still on the verge of dying. (the radio played the song ''we're in heaven"
hah.
i cant taste, my throat feels weird after sucking 8 dequandin lozenges.
had 2 panadol since last night as i was also running a temperature.
and haha, i got to swallow the phensedyl.
its addictive man.
cough medicine, i love them.
drank like two bottles of cooling water, one bottle of the sour prune herbal tea(sucks).
and yea, one bottle of brands essence of chicken.
my throat infection was really bad.
so i was like sending SMSes to my mum the whole day, as a form of communication,
she's like downstairs and i was upstairs...under the same roof.
MY WHITE BLOOD CELLS HAFTA WORK OVERTIME TODAY.
(must be due to staying up till 4 am to watch FRIENDS(: PUREST ADDICTION)

next time, my birthday, dont get me presents, just get me those 12 series of FRIENDS sitcom. i'll love ya so~
need to save up money to buy more perfumes...cos i refused to share with my mum.
my salvatore ferragamo is dry...
my escada spilled all over my makeup bag, now left only few drops.
and i dont wanna use my versace..its like ancient.
pathetic huh?
so i bought the world saving product- perfume from the body shop(((:
cant help it la- its got that LIMITED EDITION written on it.
(((:

oh yah, i watched MTV super sweet sixteen..
that bitch, she got My chemical romance over at her party.
fucking bitch, she's like so damn fortunate.

oh well, im gonna eat my porridge and study again...

2007-11-05T17:38:00.000+08:00

hurhurr.
just when everyone else is out having fun,
i fall sick.
this sucks.
im having gastric =(
i puke out my porridge and ice cream.
and i ran out of antacid. makes it worse.
ohh great.

must be due to the excessive amounts of acid consumption
drowning myself in tea.
i drank ice lemon tea when i woke up.
cappucinno.
then one glass of super concentrated black lipton tea. fav.
then couldnt sleep.
wake up, drank more tea.
see la. now sick. great.

2007-11-02T18:56:00.000+08:00

listening to se7en's song - promise.
i still love my sexy RAIN very very VERY much.
teehees.
qian disappointed me. say she like se7en =(

today was physics paper.
on word - gosh....

n=c/v
fucking formula spoilt my day.

2007-10-31T14:26:00.000+08:00

youtubed just now.
wow. im impressed.
lee hyo ri had a mv entitled anystar
and it featured lee joon ki.
sexy combination.
the other lady feat in the mv is pretty hot too.
but t'was all pixel-ly..so its kinda tough to see properly.
and plus, both lee hyo ri and lee joon ki model for samsung!
ahahahs. im a proud user of samsung ya know! (:

2007-10-31T01:11:00.000+08:00

Caffeine has been my purest addiction these days.
non stop mugging.
i suppose thats what everyone else is doing.

i cant help but notice that practically everyone seems to be taking everything for granted.

i sit and watch as time passes me by slowly.
many things happen.
moments where not even tears can cure anything.
unpredictable. unforseeable. unimaginable...
lots and lots.
lets face it, the purest of pain, anything can happen,to anyone, anytime and anywhere.
i guess this is life; bittersweet symphony.
i've seen the best and worst.
sometimes, you dont have to taste the bitterness to understand the pain others are going through and share the tears that they've shed.
slowly the thought crept up to my mind before i caught up with my forty winks,
i asked myself questions like " how many of us, actually cherish what we've got? how many of us appreciate and thank god for every blessings that we got? or do we merely regret and look back in anguish saying 'i should have done this instead... i should have done that instead.. if only i had....' and seek's God's guidance only when it all falls apart? how many of us cherish every moment we get to spend with our families? "
Certain things happened. not to me, but people around me. People whom i care and love for.
We learn from life's lessons.
People should, or at least learn to, love life. be thankful for whatever you've got.
Nobody really know what actually is God's intentions in giving us life, all that we know is that we gotta live it and we ain't got eternity in doing so. But still, we have to find our purpose of existence. make tomorrow a better day. whatever that doesnt kill us should make us stronger. true. its just a matter or getting back up on one's feet.
and they say " happiness is not something you can keep, its merely something that you must pursue. " and im gonna keep pursuing no matter what life brings me.

so sometimes, we should overlook trivial and insignificant matters. and the oh so popular phrase should kick in - get over it.
Cherish every little moment. for every second that pass you by aint gonna last forever.

and whatever life begets, just stay strong.

till then, happy mugging.

2007-10-10T02:36:00.000+08:00

went out with my bestfriend - clarence.

he folded alot ALOT of paper flowers.
now there's a garden beside my bed(:

he bought me chocolates. M&Ms.
limited edition!
RAZZBERRY.
sweet.
i love it alots.
apparently my teeth is like painful.
cos i apple snapple[d] at coffeebean.
470ml.
and a pack of M&Ms

studied chemistry, read up on stuff.

yea. before that met up with edwin daddy and joyceee.
my daddy buy for me a teddy!

apparently, it swiped onto some dust on the tv...
but i will keep it in tip top condition!
love teddy!(:

my mum bought me this new mouse,
it squeaks and eats sunflower seeds.

haha. optical mouse.

ohh yea, im still high on the rain fever,
gives me the boost for my olevels.

2007-10-03T00:38:00.000+08:00

my day was bad.
REAL BAD.

i went to study with clarence and edwin.
on my way home,
i tripped over some stoopid metal railing.
my right toe was badly injured.
so painful!!
being the usual cry baby,
obviously i cried.
such agony....
it was damn bad that the nail polish got scraped off.
there goes my pedicure.

it looks more traumatising in RL. (real life. not ralph lauren)

so went macs .
then clarence asked for a bag of ice cubes.
put on my feet.
he washed his hands before eating.
no worries.

thanks clarence for all the concern(:

now my eyes are more swollen.
it was swollen today. because of all the sneezing and crying.
and now im limping my way up and down the stairs.
pathetic.

oh btw, ignatius(i dunno how to spell ur name)..
ur brother is still my BFF(best friend forever)
the only reason why i didnt put his photo up is because
every photo that we took was suckky.
either that its vertical, or either/both of us look stoopid.
too zoomed out, too zoomed in(all the flaws can be seen). ya know.
so when we get a good photo, i'll put it up(:

OH MY GOD.
I JUST OVERHEARD.
MY DAD IS LISTENING TO
AVRIL LAVIGNE.
OH MY GOD...
SO WEIRD..............

im mugging hard.
from night to morning.
i sleep in afternoons.
so mugg hard people.

2007-09-23T22:59:00.000+08:00

hee. i didnt update my blog for a couple of days.
first of all, let me wish my bestfriend cum sister of TEN YEARS,
MAZNI,

a very HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY!!
you're the best girl, love ya so~ (:
FOREVER FRIENDS!

hmm...the othr day supposed to play candles with my classmates?
but in the end, lost my way. so went to find my dearest JOYCE and EDWIN
somewhere at Bukit B.
so we very NOTHING-BETTER-TO-DO.
ended up playing with candles.(:
what i did best.
i love FIRE!!
my ambition: to be an arsonist. LOL.

apparently the wind was blowing in all directions.
poor daddy, had to struggle so much attempting to light up the candles.
occasionally we can hear joyce exclaiming "so lame!" hahahs.

and she very bu shuang that edwin's feet could be seen in the photos! hahahs!
note how edwin daddy is trying his super very best to "protect" the flames frm being blown out by the wind? use hands.classic~

but still, at the end of the day, a perfect heart was formed. what a beauty.

APPARENTLY, SOME LITTLE RASCALS STOLE THE LIMELIGHT AWAY.

can u see how random their candles were arranged????! yet it lit up the entire place and t'was nice.then they walked around with their lanterns...which played depressing tunes...............
edwin wanted to capture some of them while i stomp on all the candles.....
but we DIDNT. we're sweet by nature. nah~ no way we'd do that right??! hahahs.

hmm..today didnt do much.
but still my day turned out amazingly enjoyable(:
yea. im a happy person today.

oh yah, went over to alex's house.
i ATTEMPTED to cook spaghetti today.
but ntuc didnt have chicken fillet nor minced ones.
so i had a somewhat unpleasant moment trying to chop the chicken parts.
and the spag got burnt =.=
so he had to cook new ones.
in the end, he did most of the cooking...
i think he'd rate me a fail for my cooking skills?
hey not fair!
i dont use STOVES! i use electric cooker.....
i cook well, got affinity with electricity(:

ok..whatever it is, the spaghetti turned out
BETTER THAN PERFECT.

so watched secret while eating. (:
LOVE THAT SHOW~

after which, zoe and vernice arrived.
first time i see alex's niece lehhs.
i fell in love with her instantly. she's so adorable!

then i went to meet clarence and edwin at Bukit B. a while. at westmall..
passed them some stuffs. then hop on 178.
right now, im in front of my computer...listening to bu neng shuo de mi mi
for the 50th time or so today..yupp.

spread the LOVVEE...
<3

2007-09-21T22:46:00.000+08:00

watched ratatouilee the other day.
succhhh a sweet showw!!
im soOo gonna buy the vcd.
apparently my house has LOADS of pirated cds

okays. so prelims are over.
haiis. stressed out even MORE.
just hoping for good results.
dear god, save me.

im like so stressed out.
so i decided to be a good girl.
i have decided not to drink that oh-so-devilicious drink.
instead, i chose to turn to the oven.
yes. i bake. i baked cookies and cupcakes. can u believe it?
believe it. i love baking.

okay but this is the first time im baking these sugar kisses cookies.
i lovee sugar. anything thats sweet, i'll love.
hmm. actually baked them for alex. so poor thing lo. he worked for so long everyday.
yea. but cant find the time to pass it to him.
but then again, the dough was ALOT. way alot.
so now my house is flooded with many many cookies. GIANTcookies.
and cupcakes too~
i dint forget my besties/family - joy, clar, win(=
different cookies. we'll be cookie monsters~ =x
must refrain frm crapping.

then again. dont criticize me if it doesnt taste fab.
lol. im still a newbie in my kitchen!

oh yah, a salesgirl thot my brother was my boyfriend ZzZzZzZ.....
like yea.....i look 26 to ya?
and another salesperson came over and started promoting stuff to me..in mandarin.
like wow.
i can win the grammys for being the best actress. gee. every passer by would've be deceived into believing that i really understand what that woman was trying to converse. fantastic.

alas, im still worried for my results.
anxious i must say.
anticipating something for about a month or so.

kill me,baby. be my instant remedy, my only cure.

2007-09-16T11:09:00.000+08:00

errgh. studied till wee hours of the morning. and woke up early today. at ten.
needed to use the washroom...then i realised that everyone's rushing for it.
despite having three bathrooms, under certain circumstances, we rushed for that common bathroom.
i need 5 bathrooms................

oh yes, went pastamania for dinner.
joyce let me down again =(
we miss u babe.. =(
alot.

so just went out with

and my daddy..

...incomplete clique.

i ate before i went out. so i ate only abit at the pastamania.
hmm let me see...we are supposed to meet up at 7.3o pm..(after breaking my fast)
but ended up meeting at 8.30 pm..gosh. FRANTIC.

my main objective was to get the best mouth watering TIRAMISU.
but then again, i think the shop closed down due to bankruptcy or smth..
so we had to make do with pastamania.

the tiramisu i had at pastamania was teeny-weeny.

..though it had that bit of liquorish taste, doubt they even added rum. impossible.
the texture was nice though..rich and creamy(:

prolly the chef was sleepy..
thats what my daddy said.
when u look at it and eat it, really can tell that the chef is about to pack up and balik kampong to hit the covers...gettin ready for another hectic day at work. poor guy...

the minostrone soup was nice though.
but delifrance's has that special kick to it..(:

reached home and hit the books. AGAIN.
studied more that eat. LOL .
EMATHS.....
so i mugged all the way till 5am. ate and slept.
my mind works better at night...and faster.
...maybe man are made to be nocturnal...but due to schedules and stuff, we are made to be morning-walking-zombies. we should take exams like past midnight...sweet
ever thought of that?
oh well. nevertheless, mug hard. study hard peeps. round the clock.
(=
tough world.

2007-09-15T16:54:00.000+08:00

i got nothin to blog.
my brain is in the OFF mode.

anyways ytd was reuben's birthday.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY POTATO(:

2007-09-09T03:01:00.000+08:00

your heart warms up the moment you think of that special someone.
you care for that speacial someone and yet you never expect anything back in return.
you know that there's always some other people who can make you laugh,
but still at the end of the day, its that special someone that you wanna retreat back to.
cos the smile that he puts on your face means the world to you.
you miss that special someone right before you go to sleep.
and apparently he's the one who appears first on your mind the moment you wake up.
when even a single missed call on your phone makes your day.
face it, you've been waiting for his call the entire day.
and that every text message he sent, you never wanna delete it off.
even though its a short message, it makes you glad.
you just wanna hold his hands when you're in a crowd.
you wanna let the world know how much he means to you..
you probably never let him know how much you love him,
but deep inside, you know he's everything to you.

2007-09-09T01:45:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
EDWIN!!!

MY DAD TURNS 17!(=

2007-09-09T01:31:00.000+08:00

MUG. MUG. MUG.
yupp. went to coffee bean and TEA LEAF
at westmall (my fav spot)...

went all the way there to practise Amaths.
edwin brought chemistry.
clarence and i met up at 7plus.
supposed to meet up at 6..lol.PM.
joyce pangseh =(
edwin woke up at 7pm. =.=
cfb was packed today..
maybe they knew it was soon to be edwin's birthday..lols
studied till 11.39 PM.
i must say, it was pretty productive.
we managed to discuss and work out questions which either of us dont understand.

"party hard, study harder. " - my motto(=
partying gives me motivation to work harder~
hahahs.
plus... RAIN motivates me...!
he's a role model. he's a hardworkin guy ya'know.
and determined too.

must work real real hard for Os. it'll be worth it(=
the taste of glory is what everyone craves for, eh?

MUG!!

daddy's birthday

2007-09-08T02:21:00.000+08:00

went East Coast Park today.
celebrate Edwin's birthday!

it was a blast~
havent had so much fun for so long..
(((=

joyce ahhs, thot u coming along with stanley and ur girl friend.
skali u come alone. aiyaa...
oh well, aniways, clarence and i had a tough time searchin for a willing party to wrap the gift.
we bought edwin a lava lamp(=
HOT.
its red hot(=

the card~

inside the card......
we wrote this on our journey to ECP.
lucky there's a pen in my bag!

clarence, attempting to take the photo of the card,
while i took a picture of him taking the picture..

and yea, again, we, the all time bestfriends, lose our way.
we were listening to the ipod that we lost track of the stops.
lucky one aunty helped us out.
damn. her english was superb!

made a new friend- mr fire extinguisher.

got off the train and got lost again.
=.=
clarence and me. throw us in public. cannot make it lahs. confirm lose our sense of direction.

the bbq was great and all.(=
i fell in ♥ with the red wine.
it was so nice...
just kept gulping it down.
tasted so damn good.

..and there was of cos, the lovely ♥BREEZER♥.
Bacardi Breezer. apparently there wasnt ruby grapefruit....=(
but peach was equally fabulous.
my fav.

i collected a few bottle caps
see if u can spot my fav flavour(=

ps: alcohol makes u run to the toilet.
really effective in stopping the ADH huh.

Johnnie Walker gave a few advice:
1)eat before or while drinking to slow rate of alcohol absorbtion
2)drink water to stay refreshed. Alcohol has greater effect if one is dehydrated.
3)don't drink and drive. get a cab.
KEEP WALKING Y'ALL

okaes. some candid shots taken.

joyce and me.
finally got to open the bottle.
thanks to my trusty bottle opener(=
came in handy.
the sister of a bartender came to the rescue(=

edwin daddy and clarence(my uncle???)
they look high. =x
especially clarence.

me and jia zhen !~

me and clarence.
black and white.
i so camouflage with the background.

shirlene and me(=

*hui xian was talkin to clarence
when i took this =x

group photo~!
random arrangement.
i know im short.

hui xian and me((=

daddy-daughter team

~he took a photo of me and i took a photo of him.
no wonder we're best friends. we do stoopid things. lols

*joyce's message to the people: world peace.
we got it.(=

near the BBQ pit...

erms. i was busy indulging in my drink...
paiseh ^^

the foodies~

..which most of em ended in the dumpster............
poor chicken..
so much for live earth.

empty bottle~
not a sip left.
every drop is precious ya know.

..........the result? we got high and started promoting breezer.
like we did for voda voda (during class chalet)
stoning. not drunk. nuh-uh. not that easily.

clarence took my picture from behind.
i didnt know. wasnt aware.

walk away..........

...and at the end of the day, we enjoyed ourselves.
another chapter to add to our memories of cherished moments.
edwin likes the lava lamp(=
took a cab home.

birthday boy shines brightly. (=

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE EDWIN!

IRA'S EULOGY:

"and at the end of the day,
nobody got drunk.
nobody stirred trouble(except that me and jia zhen had to use the guy's bathroom. cos the toilet's really dark..no lights).
we were all well BEHAVED.
and that we cleared all the rubbish (=
PROUD WORLD DWELLERS. "

peace out and spread the loovve! (=

2007-09-06T21:33:00.000+08:00

went out with my family yesterday.
sorry joyce, sorry edwin , couldnt go out wit u guys..
i went suntec too anyways(=
coinsidentally...edwin told me today.
HAHA. didnt spot u guys though.
cant wait for the party tmr(=
i'll be there when the sun goes down~

going out with my brother-its like a taste of luxury.
its cab. no bus. no train. cab it is.
our first stop was OG.
first shop landed him with the bill of a hundred bucks.
damn im guilty.
then again...i just bought myself an ♥EVERLAST tee(=
wooOo. go the distance baby. (=
im in love with that brand. dont know why.
he bought this kappa bag. everlast shoe.

hmms. then we went to marina.
he bought this jeans.
im never gonna buy jeans. im in love with my RL jeans.
not gonna betray it =)
i dunno what other chapalangs we buy but it somehow the bill keeps hiking up.
thats the best thing abt guys. they dont do shopping.
but once they spree, its never ending.
FYI; SHOPPING IN SINGAPORE? 300 BUCKS AINT ENOUGH TO KEEP U ALIVE.

oh well, we shopped till the shops closed.
mummy's aiming for a new tv.
so looks like i wont be getting any laptop.
at the end of the day, we retreat to this restaurant called OUTBACK.
the meal portions were monstrous.

first, the bread arrived. hot and fresh from the oven...

then the drinks came. plain water in what looked like beer jugs.
trust me, at the end of the day, my arms turned muscular carrying that.
its like weight lifting man.
so i ordered red wine to go along with my medium well steak.
med well seemed a lil bit too bloody...more to med rare..
dont ask why. it looked scary. but tastes just nice.....

check out how charred it looked on the outside. carcinogens man.. thats why we should refrain frm steak. once a month is a healthy basis(=

this is what my brother ordered. KFC lovers! this is the best chic you'll ever taste.. keeps you coming for more..

oh well, the journey was remarkable and enjoyable i say.
the process of waiting for a cab home was..well..only one phrase suits it- FUCKED UP.
queued for like an hour or so.
called like a variety of cab lines- all busy.
like i called for 21 times? sheesh.
it was ridiculous.
every taxi that drives past has that bloody red sign- ON CALL.
i didnt know why pan pacific didnt cross my mind.

still. woke up early today to meet up with qian and charm to do BIOLOGY concept map.
very paiseh. i still rmb i ran after the wrong bus. the bus was waiting for me =x
Went to ziqian's house. before that, dropped by my second home -MACS.
bought cappucino. i'd like to nick name it mc-cappu=x
keeps me awake. i love it~
hmmm i just know that qian abuse animals. poor turtles. =x
hahahs. kidding lahhs. she keep lotsa fishes. THERE IS MANY FISHES.
UNCOUNTABLE noun.(=
besides that, nothing much happened today.
just an ordinary day~

`hmmm. theres someone..who keeps appearing in my dream..

2007-09-03T22:56:00.000+08:00

can u believe it?
im studying during holidays?
so urgh. down right disgusting.
lols.
okae.....its about time i root myself to the ground and start mugging...agaaiin..
had enough getting into troubles.
yesterday was the turning point of many things.
realised many things.
its the many small things that made us be a better person right?
BITTERSWEET.

Edwin daddy's birthday is coming!
woots~ party at east coast!
cant wait cant wait.
my dad's turning seventeen(=
wow. thats young.

im like way addicted to this song-
YOUR GUARDIAN ANGEL
BY THE RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS.
Thanks jess(=
she recommended me this song.
fell deeply in love with it the moment the frequency is detected by my delicate eardrum.
lols.
day before ytd i went Orchard with my da jie.
lols. JESSICA YANG.
yupyupp alot of fun(=
alot of weird things happened.
like someone got robbed or smth..at orchard road..no joke.
someone gave chase. ran so fast that he knock a woman down.
wah. the guy like fly lehhs.
the woman's bag flew like a mile away. okay..thats exaggerated.
but still, it flew far.
wow. crime rates increasing.

i bought two skinnie pouches.
jess bought a t shirt. and i cant rmb what else =x
we ate LJS. took soooOoOo long to finish our dinner(=

wait. i realised sth- my memory is deteriorating. cant even rmb my password.

ytd went out with clarence. quack.
lols!
he made me go insane.
oh boy. u have no idea.
we walked all of suntec and marina to look for macs.
toldya my memory is deteriorating.
cant even rmb my directions.
oh well, i guess im too used to having alex or edwin leading the way.
so throw me in a KNOWN place with clarence, we get lost.
trust me..
apparently, on our journey in search of macs,
we found this really beautiful spot in the rooftop.
trust me, i had no idea where. cant rmb lers. its got a fountain!
its reali breath taking.
then we wanted to take photo..........
everyone knows how kiasu he and i can turn out to be...
take photo oso so noisy ah. chaotic lehs.
then in the darkness, we saw two couples. god knows what they're doing.........
lol. then clarence was telling me that when we edit the photo using picasa and brighten the pic, we prolly can see MANY couples making out in the dark =x lols.
oh well, reached macs, with blisters and aching feet.
double cheese tasted real damn nice.

ohhh well, i can smell maggi mee and fried chicken now.
so gonna indulge....

i miss that someone!

2007-08-31T12:51:00.000+08:00

pretty much moody these days.
must be that kfc that i ate...
with the 666 and star of satan drawn on the bag.
damn. shouldnt have even eaten it.

oh well, my jvss friend,
lol, call me go jp play pool.
turned him down too.
oso no mood to go thr lahhs.
feel like going east coast.
i just feel like drinking .
anyone wanna pei me?
treat u a bottle or two...
just to release my stress of prelims.

i heard theres meteor shower today.
wanted to go...with someone.
but then heard that in s'pore cant realli see.
haiis.
i had lots of plans for friday.
which is today.
i wanted to go over, cook pasta tgt.
watch dvd tgt or smth..
or just go out to catch a movie or smth.
or just spend the night out in town.
i wanted to spend the day with u.
u had no idea how bad i missed u.
i really miss you that much...
i really do.

2007-08-19T22:34:00.000+08:00

people! people!
the air is cleared..
misunderstandings cleared..

let me just say this to all bloggers yea.
do not blog about other's imperfections or mistakes.
if there are misunderstandings or personal insults..remind the person gently in a private manner..there are always other alternative - sms, msn, letters. etc.
let blogging be the last resort. or as far as possible, let it not be an alternative at all.

lets make blogging enjoyable yea? and make every blog visit a pleasant one.
it applies to everyone, including myself. we should be aware that blogging may lead to serious consequences(u can get sued..). Hence, we should always mind our words. Nevertheless, never stop blogging. blog only necessary stuff...blog nicely.

i will, in near future, mind what i say. so if i did spout things which makes anybody unhappy, tell me so i can repent my mistakes. thats the way it should be. we should tell a person of his or her mistake, and it is up to that individual whether does he or she wants to change...if its for the better, then its possible. but do it in a nice way..

anyways, i shant bear grudges, i wont hate anybody.
in fact, i hope everyone can change for the better yea?
..still people may forgive, but not all will choose to forget..

-case closed-

2007-08-17T16:16:00.000+08:00

im listening to my favourite songs right now..
james morrison-pieces dont fit here anymore.
9 rascal flatts-what hurts the most
plain white t-hey there delilah..
its really nice to listen to em on bad days

pe lesson turned out to be a catastrophe today.
i miss ms wong!
=(
shan't elaborate...................

today was hui fang's birthday!
lol
8 more days to prelims lerrs.

blue duck's birthday was a blast.
not bad ah, i initiated the cake(=
gave him a couple of presents..
secret =x cannot tell.

i wann drink!!
hahahs.
had enuff of vodka and rum..
no more bacardi breezer.
edwin i want wine =x
i wannt jack daniel's (= DANIEL DANIEL~

hahahs. aniwaes lucky the other day my ulcer cured lerrs.
cant believe i cried cos i cant eat =(
it was really hurtful.
like i cant even open my mouth..
throwin tantrums, lols
ytd almost infected again..suddenly feel pain again.
maybe cos i didnt finish my antibiotics......(=
i hate medicines!
stupid doctor..charged me $37..
i had to eat porridge for so many days..
go alex house then he cook for me porridge.
...while i strained my eye to watch my korean show on his tv(=
yeahh..i broke my spects..tink 4th or 5th time..
darn it. i m not made to wear spects man, should go op.

and i curled my hair!
i borrowed alex's sis hair curler machine..
so i temporarily curled my hair~
ahh..
feel lik doing the permenant jap perm =)
he lend it to me(= *big smile*

i must be more thrifty in future.
the other day i spent $37 on my medicine...
$69 shopping just to buy make up(eye shadow) and new clothes =x
$13 on ZA concealer.$23 for ZA foundation....
$7 on stationeries..
$200 for my spects...
still got alot lahhs..
im a difficult child to handle huh?
i will remember to give my mum a huge portion of my first pay cheque. sumpah =x

then i need save money lah hors, buy make up remover, more lipstick, eyelash curler..and my flight ticket to korea on a mission to find rain =x

ohh myy god. i've been so busy that i forgot about teng sean's arm surgery.
gosh, i miss him and hope he's alright..
i havent got any emails from him. really hope he's fine..
said he'll not be able to play rugby anymore. him without rugby is like clarence without badminton...but i really hope everything will turn out fine..

ps. enrique iglesias look damn sexy without that mole! ahahas
usher is married~
and i still love RAIN

my malay o levels seemed fine. A2. okayy lahhs.
considering the fact that i SELDOM speak malay..
yay! my prayers worked. i prayed hard i prayed till i fell asleep the night before i got the results!!

now must work super duper SUPER DUPER hard for prelims!! and olevels!
aint no turning back!

im really tight on my schedule right now...so prolly wont be blogging these days.
yeahh. please miss me! =x nah kidding!! haahhas

fer-nie...good luck for n levels~ =)

2007-07-15T15:52:00.001+08:00

IM A HAPPY HAPPY PERSON!!

2007-07-15T15:23:00.000+08:00

IM FINE!
and reuben, i dont need penknife!
just buy me chivas(= , that'll be the best gift.

maybe im alittle moody lahhs. but im still me.
ytd went sentosa. at 7PM.
lol. walked around. by the time we reached palawan beach,
the kopitiam closed lerrs.
sadd~
yea. so edwin and joyce ate maggi mee instead.
hahahs.
then we sat at the nearby bench..
bought grapes.
sat in the dark.
apparently, for a person like me,
i buy bacardi breezer, dont ask how...
BUT! i never bring bottle cap opener =.=
cant open using fingers right?
so used keys.
gosh. my brother is a bartender, ther's lots of can and bottle openers,
but im so muddleheaded that i nvr even took one. =.=
keys make good tools.

i just dont feel like saying out whats bugging me..
maybe i think too much lahhs.
everything's gonna turn out fine..
right?
its gonna be okae..
all we need to do is keep our fingers crossed and pray hard.
its gonna be alright.
i should stop being paranoid!

its okae. its okae...everything's gonna be fine....
ira should learn to look at things positively.

and i dont wanna erase my chapters of life...
i'll always keep those beautiful memories. and i never regret at any moment of time.
...its just that, if only certain things dont turn out to be the way we dont want them to...

2007-07-14T15:23:00.000+08:00

i've been really moody these days.
i have no idea why...
its just that everything seems so blurred out.
i feel so broken inside.
i really need the remedy right now...
i cant find the reason as to why i feel this way.
why cant we all just wake up everyday to experience a brand new day?
..one which is beautiful...
why must we wake up to more bad news and more sorrows?
if only we can delete certain chapters within our lives...

2007-07-07T00:37:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUAN!! (=

Tofu girl turns 16 lers =)
the b'day cake was nice!~
hahas. we shud celebrate burfdays in class more often niax.
everyone had alot of fun~!

oh mi gosh.
Mr Lee asked me to be emcee for SC investiture.
so stress~!
but steven and aik song helped me alot with the script=)
thx thx guys.
lols.
ate the cake then ate chicken rice.
i drank the chicken rice soup then ronald, sook ying and cons laughed.
then only did sook ying told me that ronald dipped his finger into the soup =.=
me and cons were buying drinks. =.=
hahas. the cake was nice~
apparently the lighter burn my hand
aiya non smoker so dunno how to handle lighter......
then the cake's icing tasted like plastic..lol!
but the cake was nice!
every cake is nice~
anything thats sweet is nice~
..ate alot of sweet stuff..
keep eatin candy floss these days...sheesh.
and ice cream...

reached home at 7.30pm.
late huh.
im still wide awake though.
still went 399. walked.
like 200 blocks away.

i wann to sleep~
arghs.

2007-07-04T20:52:00.000+08:00

okok. sorry ben for making u go up on stage.
it was a real desperate moment. lol
need a replacement =x
well aniways great job! =)
apologies accepted??
hahahs

and erm joyce,
dont blame me niax.
realli fun to disturb u =)

wo ai ni~ wo ai ni~
=x

hahhahs.

arghs, i feel the stress of school~!
oh my gosh.
like near a hundred days to olevels.
thats like so fast.
oh well.
life of students............................

aniways read the papers the othr day.
so sad. rain cried.
they didnt set up the stage and lights...
so sad. he reached there an hour before to realise the disaster.
whats wrong with that fucking country?!
can they not victimize people that way.....
he hasnt done anything wrong...
its really unfair to him.
why??!
it breaks my heart to hear the news...

jung ji hoon, kenchana(its ok).
seriously i dont need rain to go that far to break through success.
ASIAn fans love him just as much. sarang hae~
there are more than 10 000 fans singapore.
counting thailand, malaysia, vietnam, hong kong, japan, korea...etc etc..
thats alot of love to shower RAIN. (=

oh yah, with regards to paris hilton's news...
oh c'mon the hilton heiress is way too gorgeous for us to blame or hate..
she's just driving under suspension~
release her frm the bars....
she doesnt deserve it.
christopher lee, on the other hand, is pretty heartless, so thats a different issue.
dont put them in the same picture.

2007-07-02T22:20:00.000+08:00

ahh
tmr need to go up on stage.
announce the ic thingy.
oh my goshh.

i missed the korean drama today =(
aiiya today wanted to take MATTHEW's picture hor,
skali my hp batt low then my hp turned off.
waahh.. matthew realli a lucy chap niax~
lols

so sian~
now at alex de house.
waiting for him to finish shower.

okays he's out

finally.

can go buy food and go home lerrs. i wann mug tonight.
mug mug mug.

i wann disturb joyce. lols

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIEL!
=x

2007-07-01T12:09:00.000+08:00

ahahahs.
so long nv blog lerrs.
busy mahhs
omg. i feel the stress of olevels lerrs...in fact, more of the prelims actually.
hmm.. now usin alex de laptop niax.
so nice~
apparently i can type faster nw usin this laptop.*boast*
=)
hahahs
really nice lo~

i wanns eat strawberry~
strawberry banana milkshake or strawberry smoothie will do. nice~
haiis. looks like it'll be another day at home alone again today,
siaan! i wanns go out.
i dont wan sit at home alone niax~
maybe i should mug again today. afterall, its a sunday, not friday...right?
yeah baby, monday is a holiday..!
save me those monday blues~
doing revision at home seems alot nicer than sitting down at the desk in school.
booya~!
hhahahs. im kim possible~ qian, rufus!
lols. huan tofu girl~ llalalas~ hee.

saw matthew friendster.
hahahs. so loving wors~
tsk tsk. bad influence to students niax~
hahahs. qian, quickk we must take his photo during tuitiion and post on blog!
label there - matthew TAN aka OUR FRIEND! =)
hahhas. matthew we know your real surname... =.=

im a sinus freak!
i finished one whole pack of tissue.
maybe i shud operate my nose.
like what my cousin did.
get rid of that sinus. damn.
but she's filthy rich..
haiis. it'll take me years to save up my allowance for the nose operation~
hahahs. forget it.
i'll just sneeze sneeze and sneeze.

SNEEZING AWAY~

oh i so love shakespeare

2007-06-24T01:23:00.002+08:00

Doubt that the stars
are fire;
Doubt that the sun;
doth move
Doubt truth to
be a liar;
But never doubt
I LOVE.

-william shakespeare

2007-06-24T01:23:00.001+08:00

Doubt that the stars
are fire;
Doubt that the sun
doth move;
Doubt truth to
be a liar;
But never doubt
I LOVE.

-william shakespeare

Good Night, Good night! Parting is such sweet sorrow, that I shall say good night till it be morrow

2007-06-22T23:56:00.000+08:00

..and if its possible, i'd
open up my heart, and let you see
the scar u left in me.

"thou shan't shed a single tear."

..and i cant endure the pain,
so i threw my heart away,
making me a heartless.

"...when night falls, the mask is off."

2007-06-20T20:23:00.000+08:00

HI MATTHEW!
u might be reading my blog now....
hmm..maybe next time i should post your photo on my blog..and ziqian's blog too (=
so we can tell the world that Matthew Tan is our tutor. =x .
Ps: do leave a message on the tag board before u leave yea =D

i have nothing much to blog now , feel insecured blogging already. =x
hahas.
aniways, nothing much happen today.
just that matt found out abt my blog..
hahahs. made me and qian depressed during tuition.
but he is a great tutor!
organic chem seems like a breeze, although i have a feeling its not just as simple.....
cfm when ms chiang teach, its gonna be much more to it..haiis.
im veri depressed now, my hp charger spoil AGAIN.
so i cant turn on my phone for the time being..
well at least till my brother gives up on his ps2 game(i've no idea what game)
and pei me go to 399 and change the charger.
i ate alot tonight. dont know why.
eating seems to be of great pleasure these days..
must grow fat!
im not going gym!! never in my life!
save every fat globule.......

tmr there's school!
maths and chemistry!
oh boy, what a combination huh?
gonna be a stressful day alright..

must finish my laos assignment...
dreamt ms adlin scold me the other day..... =S

...sign off(= love the planet

we should really cut down on homework to save trees...
otherwise we'll have plastic trees for the next few generations...
love the earth! =)

2007-06-19T23:25:00.000+08:00

hee.
doing homework!
study study study...
im gonna mug tonite!
tmr morning tuition!

so guai so guai..
hah!
cos i went out in the morning..
well, not literally..
woke up at 1230.
then mazni sms me.
wanted to go m'sia wit alex but my mummy dont allow
so went town with mazni!
M&M. mazni and maya! HEE! =)
The last time we went town was like so yesterYEAR.
that was during limesonic bang....
so long ago!
wore my new white shoulder off top.
bloody banglah go and wash the floor and the water splashed...
damn it. got black dots on my new outfit!
because of that asshole i had to go home and clean it.
wasted my freaking time.
and i wore the shoe..THAT shoe. the black one. not converse sneakers. like palm shoes.
i suddenly forgot how to wear palm shoes.
gues i somehow feel in love with heels?
heels are like a must for every girl......
every princess needs a heel =x
at least every girl has a heel at home i suppose..
makes me feel taller!
then we wanted to buy slippers.
those ripples slippers.
but couldnt find any nice match.
...trust me
and we bought strawberry sweetheart smoothie!
soo nice! love it!
sugarlicious~
oh yea and we went off frm far east,
crossed the road..
then the stupid traffic police wanted to stop a couple of people frm crossing
so he blow the freakin whistle.
my ear drums were like...ringing?
i was right beside him when he blew that freaking whistle!
im like screaming "fucker.."
then i shut my mouth...got small kids niax.
feel guilty =x
but shocked state, so i wasnt aware. hahas!
im innocent!
i dont spill vulgarities!

we took lots of pictures!
she brought her cam!
so...the usual me, camwhoring!
=)
mazni is like more than a bestfriend to me,
she's more like a sister! yupps!
neoprints~
as usual.(=
talk boyfriend stuff.
catch up with old times.
yupp. enjoyed!
ate LJS for lunch and BK for dinner(=
im on a non macs diet remember..

now im trying very hard to remove my mascara,
hoping not to pull out my eyelashes..
need to but the make up remover.
and my foundation is running out too.
hopefully that ZA still sell those refillable 'cakes" of foundation
lols! my foundation cover is limited edition okaes!
PINK! pink is hot!
and it has spF(=
but make up remover is a must right now..
a girl with a make up set but no make up remover is
like a smoker with cigarette but without lighter,
like a student with pens, but no books,
like a cook with pans without spatula...

ookok. stop my crap shots here.
adios~

2007-06-19T00:43:00.000+08:00

It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you i don't love you

It's the hardest thing
I'll ever had to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending i don't love you

-98 degree; the hardest thing

2007-06-18T20:12:00.000+08:00

phew. got over with amaths today.
i got all tangled up.
like its erased off frm my memories..
all the formulas and stuff.
hahahs. im thinking CHEMISTRY~

the amaths was like 10-12 and 1-3.so many hours
my brain juice simply evaporated
had to squeeze every ml of brain juice to come out with solutions.

went kfc with qian, chamaine, huan and alina for lunch(=
on a non macs diet.
but broke my non macs diet the other day.
drank iced tea and abit of fries... =x

after that lesson went jp with clarence..
he wanted to buy pens.
then went to do the amaths homework.
gosh. tremendously hectic.

oh yea~ i msg matthew.
yay. can spell my tutor's name lerrs.
qian, dun sabo me hors.
dun tell him my link! lols.
after he suan me de~

yes yes. now shall go shower.
im like so lazy......if only singapore has a cool weather..
i've yet to shower.
but i dont stink okaes!

i dont feel your presence despite being beside u.

2007-06-17T23:55:00.000+08:00

oh my gosh.
so tired!
went to meet alex after my breakfast (which was 12 plus pm? lol)
hang out at his house. use his laptop.
zoe tummy v big lers (=

yupp nothing much.
then did the abuse project..

tmr still have maths lesson...
10 am..thats like so early......
holidays seems so fast....cant believe its one month.
for once i thought that MOE bluff us and cheat us of a week or so.
lol. i demand another week of holidayS! EXTEND!!!

so tired lahhs.
organic chem is like so confusing!!
and i must brush up on my physics!!!
ahhs. going crazy..

im so in love with ryan cabrera song called fall baby fall..
love it so much!
ok should stop crapping.
i love ryan cabrera!
ahh.. omg. ytd i watched final fantasy!!!
cloud is so handome!! i love him!
my virtual dream boyfriend =x
aiksong likes tifa..
but too bad, cloud loves tifa.
hahahs. our virtual fantasy niax.
oh my gosh..
i want thats kingdom hearts 3!!!
its on ps3!! which costs a whopping S$799!!
darn.

oh yea. i spent like till i left with one dollar the other day i went out..
i wann go out wit alex and xiao boy agaiin! so fun lo (=
yes! i finally got a new heels!! its golden colour.
went shopping on heels. not bad huh.
can walk for lik so many hours (=

i feel guilty...i reali went shoppin till i drop.
haiis. thats what happens when i shop with my mum..
MONEY IS A MUST HAVE!

oh well. olevels! FOCUS! put aside great singapore sale and put aside other thoughts. EXAMS!

2007-06-17T22:20:00.000+08:00

..still in the process of upgrading..so yea, be patient alright(=

2007-06-15T15:08:00.000+08:00

yea. new blog. newer blogskin. newer me. not so naive animore. more down to earth. no more damn shit. just me and my intricate life (=